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Agh I'm so tired of this fucking shitass feeling! Feel so overwhelmed, like I'm finally gonna burst but I can't! I really wanna tell someone but I don't know how -_- ahhh so annoying~ I don't think I can pass my eoys :/

One less trouble

Maybe I gave you the wrong signs and led you on unknowingly, but when you say 'i know you love me', how can I bear to tell you that you are wrong? That it isn't what you think? If only I'd been more straightforward, I would have saved you from all the pain. Sorry, it just isn't you, it isnt anybody either.

Don't look back

I can't even differentiate between being upset or being angry anymore. Wahhhhhh i am very ~ now.

Karma is calling

Hi i've reopened my blog. If i were a reader i wouldn't be checking this link anymore since it has been locked/privated for ages. Anyw i decided to unprivate it cuz things are getting more interesting than usual recently(not all good) and i want to blog about them. I am too lazy to invite people + no point spending time typing an entry and nobody gets to see it right? ^^ I don't believe it, i just took 20 mins just writing this nonsense haha. Ok i'll post again later since i don't have to go to sch tmr~

19 july 2010

I proposed to cursing again on fb:D haha yay!
feel much more comfortable with that.
Ok idk why i'm blogging about this-.-
hi lejie and joey!!! hahaha
Today was ok la, quite boring
My tuition just ended,
brains were sleeping through most of it haha
O LVL CHINESE LISTENING COMPRE tmr!
Plzplzplz don't let me fall asleep.
I dont even know what time i'm taking it.
hahahaha ok just felt like typing many 'ha's
i ate too much, exploding!
bye

I MISS TIEN AND CHANTALLE.
and i'm probably getting a new phone number tmr
( not that anybody else apart from lejie and joey will know)

18july

I woke up quite late today, but my mom was later than me= no lunch:( yeah but Nicole woke her up anyway and asked her to go and buy:D theres tons of tests this coming week, quite looking forward to it since it's like having a goal to work towards ( not that I've actually studied or did anything to help me pass) yeah so I've been eating and slacking the whole day:) tired. Byebye

18 July

I cannot stand it!!!
i cannot take the responsibility la!
idk why sometimes people are so sensitive
And why are u people judging others when u don't know them!
Everyone judges people la,
but can u at least respect the person enough to not say it out?
Fuming alr, i have good temper recently
but there are things which i still cannot stand. fuck
its like the same thing happening all over again
im reminded of the same person
only now its worse

Don't comment la

Eh can those chinese people dont comment on my post alr, what ever the heck u saying is not related to my post! 你们不要在乱乱写东西在我的POST了!

Homeworkkkkkkkkk

To do list:
1) Read Chinese book
2) Do a book review for the above
3) Chinese compo
4) Physics ws
5) Chemistry paper
6) Heymath
7) History notes
8) SS notes

This is the only way to remind myself, at last my blog has come to be useful.

Today is a day like any other, not quite

Training with thai youth team by thai coaches last evening and this afternoon! Seriously the reason i'm even bothering to blog now is that i want to rmb this event-.- All my other days are the same ole same ole, i might as well copy and paste every post.

Anyw their drills are fun! But fast and furious, tiring! We focused on moving and defence, impt skills cuz we don't rly move our legs or bend low enough. Lots of running and gun di today, walao i got abrasion on my knee and countless of bruises. I deserved it la since i'm not supposed to go down on my knees during gun di, but i just didn't have time to think of the supposed steps to gun di, i just thought of saving the damn ball! Plus there were like 3 drills (i think) for gun di, i just kept getting abrased and abrased over and over again on my abrasion.(if there's such a word called abrased but you should get it)

Survivor was ok, short rallies however. My team : Som(Thai #4) Steph and Me! Then game, quite fun lah even though i only got a chance to touch the ball so few times. My team : Mar Hui Min, Alessandra, Jana, Som, #10 and Me!

I couldn't get thru my shower without a cloth stuffed into my mouth. Actually i didn't have a cloth in my mouth at first but there were complains that i was shouting too loudly in the bathroom. The abrasion caused me so much pain hahaha, luckily i never put the iodine medicine if not i will faint i think. ( I AM NOT BEING A BABY ABOUT IT! )

hchsknights08

I know i'm supposed to be studying but this evil thing we call the " Internet " just keeps calling my name:( But i get to listen to awesome music like this :

the weather sux!!! sweating like a pig although im sitting in front of a fan. bye im going to sleep. i havent studied at all. thanks everyone for the present i'll post more tmr bye

-

& happy 2 years 4 months with my spouse
Goh Ke Xin

3 May 2010

I'm officially fifteen.

Nothing much today, i slept till late, woke up and went for a buffet lunch. I ate alot of cake and the other stuff. I bought a cute hello kitty mouse:D But my sis just had to copy me. No present:( Haha, but it was nice to spend my birthday with my family. I should stop procrastinating but i can't bring myself to study!

Thanks those who wished my via sms or fb or whatever! May God bless all of you wonderful people!

2may

Today was, as what pp said,
' A well spent day ' :)

Met pp at amk at 3pm today to celebrate our bday in advance!!! :D We went to orchard ion with inappropriate attire LOL but it was comfortable enough:D We were met by an awesome surprise - A birthday cake decorated by kim and chan!!! THANKS i was damn touched! Then pp and i tried to walk to cineleisure but got lost and wasted a lot of time, but its fun exploring with pp! ^-^ Took neoprints at cineleisure!!! DAMN FUN but NOT ENOUGH TIME=( We headed to the cinema's ticketing booth floor and ate our cake. Actually we looked quite loserly eating the cake by ourselves haha, took alot of pictures! Which i will upload tmr. Afterwhich had dinner and went to Center Point ( we got lost also, waste so much time!) specially to go to Marks & Spencers to buy Percy Pig! He should be honoured. But still pp's gonna eat him and share with me:D Rebound train and HSH yay a good day bye

A leopard doesnt change its spots

What will it take for me to win again?

Uneventful day, i wasted my Saturday away as usual.

Is it too much to wish for sincerity for that one special day?

Masks of fear

I just did some shocking things... Haha even I myself can hardly believe it. Btw ppl are starting to go on hiatus since exams are starting, but on the contrary i'm going OFF hiatus:D hehe because my awesome baby is back!!! YAY i'm so glad;)

First things first, I've reconnected with my BFF!!! My honey's a secret, don't tell you!=p I'm so glad to have Honey back, (btw the name honey should give u a hint if u haven't the slightest clue) and to know that God has been blessing H! Okay i'm so happy right now but I'm kinda rushing since I'm obliged to be back in my room in 5 mins(not forced, willingly agreed:O)

Second things second, the SHOCKING EVENTS of the night.

1) I actually felt full after dinner, most probably thanks to my eating LUNCH at 4 and dinner at 6.

2) Hell of a screaming night, but i wasn't the target, fortunately (or unfortunately, since my sis was the victim)

3) I cheered my sister up and talked sense into her!(or so i hope it went into her)

4) My sister's pee somehow ended up all over the floor(don't ask its disgusting)

5) I helped to clean it up!!!!! And got it on my hands!

6) I scrubbed and disinfected my hands so many times till it became wrinkled. I still don't feel clean. =(

7) My mom said I'm becoming more of a nice caring big sister! Woohoo.

***I am working on improving myself. =) with effect IMMEDIATELY. ***

My pencil case is filled only with black pens now, so emo. HAHA but exams NO CHOICE

Hello

I went online and realised that i actually blocked alot of ppl. I should just delete them since i don't plan to unblock anyw, but i'm just too lazy! :D

Anyway, this week was a little bit more interesting than the last. I discovered a number of things that made my jaw drop... Though its worthy of gossiping about i shan't reveal anything, i'll respect other's privacy! Do to others what you want others to do unto yourself :D My birthday is coming in less than a month, so excited! Plus its on a holiday!!! I don't dare to hope for anything lest i be disappointed (this is not a hint even though it can be taken as one)

Its rather nice to note that some people don't really change wholely, they still call you alien like they did eons ago, they still laugh with that unique tone, they still are seen texting 24/7. Its probably these things that are most memorable and that makes u love them for who they are.

Joey asked me today: ' When you feel yourself upset or changed in a negative way, do you blame it on the people around you or the situation you're in? ' I believe its interlinked. Change is inevitable, after all. We can't blame others for change, nor can we blame the situations we're being placed in, neither can we put the blame entirely on our selves. So i guess we just can accept and deal with those unhappiness and change, just take it in our stride! Good night. God Bless:D

A rare post

My day was well spent today! School was hell long, mine ended at 3.20pm cuz of physics prac which dragged till we completed our worksheet. I'm not really used to having a male for my lab partner..... mainly because i think they're either a) too messy, b) too careless, c) too (not) serious. Hahaha yahla very picky la! i screwed up my math and lit test today, bs-ed all the way for hist yesterday and english yesterday!=(

After sch i went with joey to bishan library's cafe! :) yay i had a wonderful time. Joey left and i studied with tien jinyi jean joel shaun and some other person. I ate and ate and ate continuously:D But now i'm feeling damn full and uncomfortable. We left the library and went to pastamania to eat yet again, + 3 subway cookies! And i had bubble tea at admiralty-.-

I realise that when i'm free, i eat and eat and eat non stop, but when i'm busy i don't have time to eat! Thats why i get fat during hols - too free already. Okay la i'm super addicted to reversi now:)

hiatus

My computer crashed. For good. =( I had all my pictures from 2008 till 2010! Pictures and chat logs that aren't available ANYWHERE else! i was pretty upset but my cousin's gonna try to restore my data, meanwhile i've got no other means of going online except via 1) my dad's laptop, 2) my sister's desktop. No privacy, i don't like. ( btw i'm using dad's since it loads faster.) hopefully without internet's distraction i'll be able to complete my homework on time! haha kidding, i've yet to start on my weekend homework. neither have i any plans to start yet, and i won't be updating for quite some time probably. p/s i had a great time ytd with you 6!!! luv u BABES;D

JOEY

WE TOTALLY FORGOT TO TELL FIR TO MEET BUAY SAI!

Dumb

Today, i understand why some people choose to give up.

Cutest thing alive

I WANT AN ENGLISH ANGORA BUNNY!!!

OMG THEY'RE SO DAMN CUTE!!!=D
I'm seriously going to start reading the care-guide for this breed of bunnies now! btw i want the blue-eyed white one! I can totally imagine cuddling it=D It never hurts to prepare early for a pet! HAHAHA;D

Love

Absence makes the heart grow fonder!

Goh Ke Xin has been absent from my affairs for too long!!! I forbid it. I miss her alot hahaha:D I can't put my feelings to words, my love is boundless!

Ke Xin if you're reading this, i want to eat Oreos with you!!! HAHAHA!!!=D ok i miss u! May God be Blessing You every single moment!

haha

A few days after Christmas, A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her son playing with his new electric train set in the living room.

She heard the train stop and her son yell "All you sons of bitches who want to get off, get the hell off now, because this is the last stop! All of you sons of bitches that are getting on, get your asses in the train cause were leaving".

The mother went in and told her son, "we don't use that kind of language in this house." Now I want you to go into your room for two hours. When you come out, you can play with your train, but I don't want to hear any bad language.

Two hours later, the son comes out of his room and continues playing with his train.

Soon the train stopped and the mother heard the son say, "All passengers who are disembarking the train, please remember to take all of your belongings with you. We thank you for riding with us today and hope your ride was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon. For those of you who are just boarding the train, we ask that you stow all of your hand luggage under the seat, remember there is no smoking except on the club car. We hope you have a pleasant and relaxing journey with us today".

"For those of you who are pissed off with the two hour delay , please see the bitch in the kitchen."

Good things don't last

I'm so desperate for entertainment that i googled for jokes. Tried watching Gossip Girl, which apparently is overrated because the storyline is predictable, repetitive and uninteresting. And i'm also facebook-looking-around because i have nothing better to do! No actually i have nothing better that i want to do. I have a pile of untouched holiday assignments which, judging my procrastination-number-one character, is staying untouched until sunday. Maybe i should try asking RATIPORN or EVELYN on their study tips... maybe then i can squeeze my way into the good books of mr hui hahaha (inside joke) However, boring as my days may seem, i quite prefer nothingness to school. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I WANNA GO SWIMMING TMR:D

Jump then fall

Does having a second chance mean climbing back up alone, absorbing all the blows mentally and physically quietly all by myself? That just makes my recovery million times harder, if anything. I don't regret my desicions, but that doesnt make it one bit easier.

Likeyyy :D

A list of things i like:
1. Oreos
2. Kinder bueno White
3. The Red Queen(seriously shes sooo cute!)
4. Van houten
5. Hello Kitty
6. FAMILY GUY HAHAHA
7. Stewie!
8. Cursing
9. Gwace
10. Adeline teo
11. Banana
12.Chantalle
13. Joweh
14. Kim
15. Pingey

One last thing i worship too much to be in the list:
HOLIDAYS!!!

Hahaha i totally LOLed at this paragraph : "I think I got ran over by this huge red car," that sure was better than bumping into him and the flyer falling out."You mean that one?" he asked dubiously to the car in front of us that was parked. Oh crap, I was the stupidest clumsiest girl ever. I was right down there with blondes. I had just got run over by a parked car.

Moneysucker

i almost got physical just now. so damn angry!!! i cant understand why some ppl choose to behave like this, it annoys the hell out of me! CAN U PLEASE BE MORE UNDERSTANDING THANKS I WOULD APPRECIATE IT

Syndicate

Omg the weather suxxx!!! Its so hot and humid, i'm tempted to chop my hair off seriously. But on second thoughts, it might become worse when the hair sticks to my neck and i won't be able to tie it up. Hectic life, school, tons of homework, volleyball = lack of sleep & stress. Plus i think i'm having PMS! =( Nevermind, buck up Elaine! =D (have i mentioned, i'm a fan of The Fray!)

Fireflies

damn it my new com desk arrived yesterday and the only plc to put it was opposite my sister's! so now we're literally back to back. and she keeps pestering meeeeee

You jump, I jump

SATURDAY!!! Yay i love weekends:) Less hectic, tiring all the same. I enjoyed training:) Lazy to elaborate, maybe tmr. I just finished watching Titanic for my first time! I think its overrated, unless you're really into those romance stuff. I wanted to watch the process of sinking etc, but mostly the movie was just about the damned couple -.- Ok good bye i'm so tired:(

Today's a good day. Tomorrow will be even better.

I keep telling myself that today's a good day. Its something i need to hear to believe. Omg i'm becoming autistic, why do i keep talking to myself?

Celebrated Sarah Kim's 15th Birthday on Tue!!! SAKAE buffet :D 4th time already ! Peng ah eat until! ate like 5 mochi icecreams and almost died. The outer layer of the mochi was utter crap. Why did i eat 5? I was greedy la=( Anyw pictures are on Facebook!

I had good food today, but i failed my A-Math. I'm so darned upset.(my sis told me not to say damn, instead i should use darn) And today's Lit paper was fugging difficult. Plus i got such low marks for Chem. What shit is this Elaine? This is an example of LAZY SHIT!

I musn't fail Chinese! XXX will screw me if i dont get A1. But try as i might, i can't seem to remember the meaning of those darned idioms.

A title

Feel like shitting now. Went for training today:) Going to try studying now bye!

Why?

The internet has become a place of verbal abuse! And it also encourages rudeness from people who are younger than us. However, it is also a place where u can find great entertainment. Haha! Absence really makes the heart grow fonder! I am reaching school at 6.30am tmr yay

Ipin and Upin! :D

Hello! :D haha, this blog is w i l t i n g. But then i don't have much time to blog anymore:( Common tests are going on now! Busybusybusy! Lots of homework, not really much studying time lol. plus its cny period, how to squeeze time for hw during visiting! Ok actually the cny thing was an EXCUSE! i have been spamming chocolates and goodies during the horleeedehhhsss!

Have i mentioned that i really hate this xxx ! She really suxxx! Tien knows, because she hates her too! hahahaah! She really makes my life and learning DIFFICULT!

Can u imagine how hard it is to cope with chinese when u have this xxx reminding u every lesson " You're not up to standard, just drop la, don't waste everyone's time if u're not serious" She gives me the impression that she expects us to all have come from China! How are we supposed to show her our seriousness when she shouts and annoys us all day...... My goodness my blood boils. She loves to put us down instead of encouraging us like any normal teachers.

Lets not waste time on xxx the monster anymore:) don't invest your precious time on useless and health-harming emotions such as HATRED!

I would like to let all of u know that
1) My keyboard's 'K' is spoilt and it annoys me cuz its half popping out grrr.
2) I love my parents and my sister. Which i call my family. HAHA i really love love love them! they treat me with tender loving care. Seriously! And i realise my dad likes to say this " up to u, whatever u like. u choose " He always prioritise me 1st! ^^^ yay i'm happy until i've 3 eyes. I'm trying not to be bias by mentioning my love for my mom and sis too.

Come, now let us proceed to the next segment of this blog entry!

I STILL HATE DORA!

Restored!

Hello i restored my bloggiiieee hahah! Nothing much going on these days to blog about, but i just felt like restoring it^^ Ok haha i shall continue to think of what to post!

:)

SAKAE BUFFET


3PPL, 31 plates, don't play play!



WILLY WONKA!

2nd

I need to go on a diet already!!! Eat less diet! my eating habits are getting out of hand! Like she says, girls should not be eating so much.-.- I scare myself too. LOL and i dont want to get diabetes or high blood pressure or high cholesterol or clogged arteries=(

toootooo chugchug

some ppl just cant see straight!!!
im actually enjoying school, n studying.
should i go for the xray?

Cherry cherry boom boom

My blog is so dead and boring! I don't know what to blog about nowadays, super tired too.



I finished tuition abt 8pm after requesting to end earlier haha, got a bad headache and my body is like aching everywhere, esp my back and ankle. Waking up every morning at 6am is torture! Plus we gotta sit thru hours and hours of lessons..... my gosh.

Ok i'm thinking alot of rubbish now byebye! :D

Work hard.

School start alr, no time to blog !
Haha ok that was just an excuse:D Go to my fb for new photos. thanks bye.

Tuition tmr woohoo! [ :( ]

Lets do the BELLY DANCE!

My genius mom fixed the break! Haha!!! ok salesgirls are nubs. Japan came over today and i ate bread and she complained about my way of eating-.-' I ignored her and watched Confessions of a Shopaholic and Ghosts of Girlfriend's Past! im quite a bad host but then there was nth else to do.

Today's PE quite boring. lol

OH MY GOSH ONLY 2 MORE DAYS LEFT TILL SCH REOPENS AND ALL MY HOMEWORKS ARE INCOMPLETE! congratulations~

Edited

WAAAIT still got one more damn important paaart! After the countdown, i received a nice surprise! haha, pp took out a white paper bag and wished me a merry christmas! :D Although it is late but walao its damn awesome lah! I was estatic! She gave me a beard and a pair of reindeer shoes to complete Vege's christmas clothes set! DAMN SWEET RIGHT!!! Plus the shoes was when we were at suntec before the movie and i was commenting on how cute it was, and that it matches Vege's clothes! YAY^^

I don't wanna wash it because i am afraid i will wash the specialness away.

Ghompz

I went for the countdown at marina bay yesterday. So exciting, it was my first time! Before that we met up at suntec for dinner at sakae :D No buffet, so i wasn't full hahaha~ Its been long since the Survivors went out tgt!!! Woohoo i luv it.

OK then we walked around and went to the arcade. Adel and chan took the fake rollercoaster thing and chan was screaming and holding the roof because they didn't know got handles( there is a video of it with tien)

Then we went to take neoprints yay its damn fun when we were designing it but somehow one of the nicest pictures wasnt printed-.- And Rockery's bbt is damn nice + their Banana Tango ( xiang jiao tiao wu ) was nice too! Joey chan and kim left soon after.

'Old Dogs' at 9.30pm, quite funny but boring also. Don't really recommend it.

Squeezed our fat bodies thru the crowd and only managed to get a spot near the Mandarin Hotel!!! Walao, we climbed over the barricade thing and i was damn chui and in the end we still got chased out-.- Nobody was counting down cuz we don't know the exact time so we were all watching for the fireworks. It was colourful but loud. I took a video!^^ It felt quite good to be able to be with 3 of my most precious girls on the first second of 2010! :D

We took pictures~ Waited and walked aimlessly around while waiting for kim to join us. In the end it was late and we never got to meet her as i wanted to go home already.

Me tien and pp were discussing about self-defense moves on the way back as it was late and i was going to walk home alone. Conclusion : If the attacker is 1) Male , - Kick his ballz then punch his face and run. 2) Female , - Poke the hole between her collarbones then punch her face and run. But we had a debate if the ballz or dick more painful when we kick it.

Btw i didn't get attacked, so no excitement and no story=( too bad. My mom has been laughing to her self for 1hr+ already... I have headache all day long.