TAMATAMATAMA

I WANT TO GET THE TAMA!!! OMG !!! =D

Poshypushypishypoo

Fur Elise... Such an easy song, so many brain cellz killed. Nevermind, I'll master it by the end of the week !!!

38.7

i swear i could have broken ur shin clean into two pieces if i didn't miss on the first hit. i felt strangely glad when u went nuts

Nincompoop

Chantalle got fever first, then pp then tien then catherine then joey now me . This shows that we are so close -wink-
I woke up with my body aching and my head was damn heavy. Despite that I went to school for trg and took temp @ the guardpost. " aiya, 38.1, waitwait, i think the thermometer got smth wrong " LOL that was exactly what happend to tien too! Train until after dafang then i cannot tahan already then went to sit down for like 4 hours watching the others train. My legs and feet were BURNING then my kneepad damn hot . My temp went up down up down. i don't dare to cough at home!!!

Ugly dots.

The Japanese are super polite and nice! They play well too! Haha jump very high =)Got this japanese man he can do weird noises omg damn cool !!!
Something totally spoilt my mood bt nevermind i shall go tell Mr Bear. Haha ;D
PP DAMN BAD SHE LAUGH AT THE LAO AUNTY !!! But i think very funny also.
sayonara tomodachi!

BANANAS

I was bombing my family and Mr Bear with historic facts :D

Get well soon tien & cat! :D

Shutup

I saw all my results today and it wasn't a happy event.

I'm in no hurry to grow up.

I'm really too disappointed.
Kiss my triple science goodbye!

This few days have been really rough for me.
Thanks you guys who care for me!!!


I'm gonna learn Pachelbel's Canon.

CHANTALLE GET WELL SOON
TIEN CONGRATS AH FULL MARKS FOR MATH
SMELLY BOBOHEAD BOONAHNAH
PP AND ME GOT AMAZING MINDS. WE THINK EXACTLY THE SAME UNTIL ITS SCARY. :D

Diao.

Feel really demoralised now. I was thinking about what i told jiang ling earlier on during training. It really sucks to not perform well in vb and even worse in studies. What the hell am i doing always wasting my time away??? I really want to wake up from this unpleasant feelings/life i'm having now and find out tht everything is fine and i'm doing well. IT SUCKS !!! I'm going to school dreaming the hours away, going to trainings not putting in enough effort for me to improve. Its like with each training i go, i deprove even more! I wish my life was like when in china, where i always played for the team and sometimes scored points instead of losing it, even though there was alot of pressure(mostly from myself)i always feel good after a training / match becuz i LEARNT and IMPROVED. Is it becuz i've moved on to B div alr? or becuz i'm not trying hard enough? come on man elaine, you used to put in ur ultimate best, what is wrong with you now???

edited -
i didnt live in china, it was a training trip. haha i realised how weird it was.

Pewpew!

I cant stop listening to Michael Lucarelli playing classical miewzic. Haha! Okay good bye. Oh yeah my ambition is to be a professor ^^

Chill out.

i am damn disappointed with my chinese. 24/50 =( but some subs i very lucky!
Lit : 17/20
History : 21/30

everytime after a test i think i screwed the whole thing up. but nvm. hope i get good results for the rest!

God, why are You letting them take everything away ?

Studies and grades are the only things that is gonna have the biggest impact to my life and which i can fully control now. COME ON DON'T WASTE THIS CONTROL AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT!(p/s this doesnt mean that my opinion of art as a 'totally waste time' subject has changed even the slightest bit. same for chinese)

Music gives me peace and calmness. I think my wires are snapping.

Please stop pretending.

Blogger sux

hello, i miss you and i have forgiven you. you're still my #1.

HAHAHA IM LAUGHING MY ASS OFF @ SARAHKIM'S BLOG !!! HER CHINESE IS DAMN IMBAH!

Extracted from http://girlinthetv.blogspot.com

me: SIAN AH! wo yao jiang hua yi
SA: 0.0
me: AH GUA KIA! :D
SA: 0.0?!?!?!!
tien, pp, ade: say, NI AH WANG AH GUA KIA!
me: AH WANG!! NI AH GUA KIA! :X
SA: HUH?!?!?!?!?! 0.0 -.- >:X
me: (on second thoughts) Dui bu chi.
SA: *shaes head, nvm*
me: Ni shun chi liao ah? :x
SA: ...
me: jjun de ma?!?!!? NI SHUN CHI LIAO AH?!
SA: mei you
me: shit lah, TA SHUN CHI LIAO. JUN MO BBAN! DUI BU CHI!
SA: *am chio* ...
me: ._. kan wo de lian! dui bu chi ._.

Maybe u could all just shut the hell up and let me hear myself think. Stop trying to tell me what to do when you don't know shit about me.

Exams are coming and all i'm doing is eating non-stop and thinking about un-important stuff, like how am i going to get by tmr, what to do tmr, dreading every tmr.

Oreos

I feel sick @_______@ must be eat too much already. Whao my mom is damn materialistic. -.- Aiya nevermind i'll just get good results den everyone can just get off my back alr! ^^ ( easy to say, hard to acheive ) they shouldn't count the marks together with our daily homework. =(

Btw i just made a stupid mistake. Haha and i sounded stupid!
Nicole says : I am EE-NO-CENT !
I laughed at her because she pronounced as IN-KNOW-CENT .
Elaine says : Sym-FO-ny
My mother laughed at me because its supposed to be
SYMP-fuh-ney
Aiya W/E !!!

i think she doesn't like me very much.how sad.

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/447690/1/.html

Dad " what the hell is wrong with them?! "

Tell me whats wrong.

HAHA TOO BAD TIEN WASTED HER MONEY !!! SHE CANNOT GO FOR HER STANDARD CHARTER'S 10KM RUN, WHO WANT TO HELP HER? HAHAHAHA !!! Okay im being damn bad.

Today i was a slacker. =( STUDY PLS ELAINE!!!

I had a chance to really TALK to banana today=)it was a really really really nice feeling. Realised how much i missed her!!! haha lim hui tien i love you!!! MUACKXZ :D

Me against the world.

Just shutting down when u can hide from and avoid everything is much easier than getting back to the norm. u gotta start facing & dealing with shit again. Being apathetic had been wonderful .

Today, deep inside, was really stressful for me. the more i laughed the more im sinking. At the end of the day, i wasted innocent money on anger. i dropped my phone and got so fucked up i just stomped to starhub and bought a stupid ugly leather case for 20bucks. and ice cream and milkshake and biscuits and bread which was like 15bucks. i went home and ate it all up. that wasnt even my dinner.

Its time to build up that front again.
Now its gonna be stronger .
lets see how long this takes to fall .

Shoo.

OH MY GOODNESS A CAT JUST CAME INTO OUR HOUSE AND I FREAKED OUT. HAHA. THIS IS THE SECOND TIME.

Green peas.

I realised that exerting myself by excercise makes me feel better. After i ran today i felt better and less unhappy. Its like i ran out my sadness and anger. Swimming is still better tho.

I have not done my art. Shit.

Green peas.

I realised that exerting myself by excercise makes me feel better. After i ran today i felt better and less unhappy. Its like i ran out my sadness and anger. Swimming is still better tho.

I have not done my art. Shit.

Give it my all.

I can't even begin to describe how tired i am. Wiped out doesn't even come close. Ran 2.4km for PE today. Then during training we ran 36 rounds around the court. How crazy is that. Then we did this spiking/aiming drill which is also super tiring. I tried my best & pressed on. How could u give up on me when i haven't and am able to bear with the pain? Everything sucks.

I miss Mama =(

All the best!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH LEW
(aunty)! :)

Wheres that pot of gold???

7-11 Quickbites strawberry roll is nice=) The strawberry taste like ice cream. Haha=)

i hate going to school. im tired of talking & laughing. i choose to shut down. i know i dont mean shit to u, but can i hope? whats the point of acting like you've got the most problems and the saddest life in the entire world when u cant even imagine how much worse others might be going through? it just adds on.

im feeling like a 'hater' or a 'dark one' for the past month. omg that sucks.

Can't stand you.

WHY CAN'T I HAVE MY OWN THINGS? NOT EVERYTHING I OWN IS SUPPOSED TO BE SHARED WITH U. SOMETHINGS ARE MINE AND THEY ARE IMPORTANT TO ME. NOT EVERYTHING IS ALSO YOURS . STOP BEING SO FUCKING PAMPERED!!!

Fight!

I wasted a weekend of my youth away. I can't even bring myself to sit down and get more homework done! I am pitying myself. Haha. But really honestly seriously, I want my back to heal asap! It sucks not being able to jump/bend/stretch, even sit and walk properly. 14 only behaving like an old grandmother liao=(

I miss training. Yes its 100% true.

I wanted to post a picture of David Lambert(he's super cute!) but i realised that the whole bar thing is missing. Blogger u sux!!!

p/s : the cream inside the oreo is getting more and more sticky! Last time peel once then the whole peice of cream come out, now cannot take out already. bad quality tsk.

Screwed.

I need to deal with problems, not eat to try and forget them.
Come on guys, lets stop trying to kid ourselves, it isn't working.

Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before.