Masks of fear

I just did some shocking things... Haha even I myself can hardly believe it. Btw ppl are starting to go on hiatus since exams are starting, but on the contrary i'm going OFF hiatus:D hehe because my awesome baby is back!!! YAY i'm so glad;)

First things first, I've reconnected with my BFF!!! My honey's a secret, don't tell you!=p I'm so glad to have Honey back, (btw the name honey should give u a hint if u haven't the slightest clue) and to know that God has been blessing H! Okay i'm so happy right now but I'm kinda rushing since I'm obliged to be back in my room in 5 mins(not forced, willingly agreed:O)

Second things second, the SHOCKING EVENTS of the night.

1) I actually felt full after dinner, most probably thanks to my eating LUNCH at 4 and dinner at 6.

2) Hell of a screaming night, but i wasn't the target, fortunately (or unfortunately, since my sis was the victim)

3) I cheered my sister up and talked sense into her!(or so i hope it went into her)

4) My sister's pee somehow ended up all over the floor(don't ask its disgusting)

5) I helped to clean it up!!!!! And got it on my hands!

6) I scrubbed and disinfected my hands so many times till it became wrinkled. I still don't feel clean. =(

7) My mom said I'm becoming more of a nice caring big sister! Woohoo.

***I am working on improving myself. =) with effect IMMEDIATELY. ***

My pencil case is filled only with black pens now, so emo. HAHA but exams NO CHOICE

Hello

I went online and realised that i actually blocked alot of ppl. I should just delete them since i don't plan to unblock anyw, but i'm just too lazy! :D

Anyway, this week was a little bit more interesting than the last. I discovered a number of things that made my jaw drop... Though its worthy of gossiping about i shan't reveal anything, i'll respect other's privacy! Do to others what you want others to do unto yourself :D My birthday is coming in less than a month, so excited! Plus its on a holiday!!! I don't dare to hope for anything lest i be disappointed (this is not a hint even though it can be taken as one)

Its rather nice to note that some people don't really change wholely, they still call you alien like they did eons ago, they still laugh with that unique tone, they still are seen texting 24/7. Its probably these things that are most memorable and that makes u love them for who they are.

Joey asked me today: ' When you feel yourself upset or changed in a negative way, do you blame it on the people around you or the situation you're in? ' I believe its interlinked. Change is inevitable, after all. We can't blame others for change, nor can we blame the situations we're being placed in, neither can we put the blame entirely on our selves. So i guess we just can accept and deal with those unhappiness and change, just take it in our stride! Good night. God Bless:D

A rare post

My day was well spent today! School was hell long, mine ended at 3.20pm cuz of physics prac which dragged till we completed our worksheet. I'm not really used to having a male for my lab partner..... mainly because i think they're either a) too messy, b) too careless, c) too (not) serious. Hahaha yahla very picky la! i screwed up my math and lit test today, bs-ed all the way for hist yesterday and english yesterday!=(

After sch i went with joey to bishan library's cafe! :) yay i had a wonderful time. Joey left and i studied with tien jinyi jean joel shaun and some other person. I ate and ate and ate continuously:D But now i'm feeling damn full and uncomfortable. We left the library and went to pastamania to eat yet again, + 3 subway cookies! And i had bubble tea at admiralty-.-

I realise that when i'm free, i eat and eat and eat non stop, but when i'm busy i don't have time to eat! Thats why i get fat during hols - too free already. Okay la i'm super addicted to reversi now:)

hiatus

My computer crashed. For good. =( I had all my pictures from 2008 till 2010! Pictures and chat logs that aren't available ANYWHERE else! i was pretty upset but my cousin's gonna try to restore my data, meanwhile i've got no other means of going online except via 1) my dad's laptop, 2) my sister's desktop. No privacy, i don't like. ( btw i'm using dad's since it loads faster.) hopefully without internet's distraction i'll be able to complete my homework on time! haha kidding, i've yet to start on my weekend homework. neither have i any plans to start yet, and i won't be updating for quite some time probably. p/s i had a great time ytd with you 6!!! luv u BABES;D