God, why are You letting them take everything away ?

Studies and grades are the only things that is gonna have the biggest impact to my life and which i can fully control now. COME ON DON'T WASTE THIS CONTROL AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT!(p/s this doesnt mean that my opinion of art as a 'totally waste time' subject has changed even the slightest bit. same for chinese)

Music gives me peace and calmness. I think my wires are snapping.