Just shutting down when u can hide from and avoid everything is much easier than getting back to the norm. u gotta start facing & dealing with shit again. Being apathetic had been wonderful .
Today, deep inside, was really stressful for me. the more i laughed the more im sinking. At the end of the day, i wasted innocent money on anger. i dropped my phone and got so fucked up i just stomped to starhub and bought a stupid ugly leather case for 20bucks. and ice cream and milkshake and biscuits and bread which was like 15bucks. i went home and ate it all up. that wasnt even my dinner.
Its time to build up that front again.
Now its gonna be stronger .
lets see how long this takes to fall .
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