Sick and tired

I'm tired.
So tired! Emotionally, physically.
Mostly, i pretend to laugh and smile, sunshine.
I hardly find anything really seriously funny,
Unlike last time, when i will laugh at anything that is stupid.
I'm holding on because of my friends,
Dearests who support me and love me.
Argh. I don't know how much longer i can hold on.
Anderson tmr. Have faith in yourselves girls.
WE CAN WE CAN WE CAN!

its been so long since we had a proper chat.
didnt we promise to stay in contact?
it wasnt supposed to be like this.
i'm really damn disappointed.
i really miss you alot.
but nvm, since its over, i can say nth.
and i've already move on.
im strong