Fucked up.

My life is so screwed. God help me.

Eat fresh!

I was doing heymath and thinking that since there was 90mins to do it, i decided it open for a few mins and go do my other stuff. I freaking forgot about it and luckily, there was a warning that thr is only 5 mins left for the quiz. My immediate response : "OH MY SHIT! " -spam clicks on the save button and exit the window! "how how how!".

walao i will never make that same mistake ever again.

BTW I AM HAPPY! :D Because my mom say i can go for the countdown w team :D Hohoho

I'm damn tired of all this shit!!! I thought its like my mom always say : Time will heal it. its not true for all cases though! Sometimes, waiting will actually worsen it. fucking ballzing pain

I'm going to try my new shoes for the millionth time!!! :D there will be a millionth and one time and many more than that. SO FUN!

Little girls are made of gunpowder and lead.

I am usually a sleep-in person, but it was unfortunate that i did not get any sleep last night at all!!! Seriously, not even a few minutes! Plus i can lie down and read newspapers for an hour and i still feel so wide awake-.- Usually when its late and i try to read i will fall asleep, or when i listen to music i will drift off into sleep. Damn irritating!!! Just because i drank coffee after dinner.

Oh ya i caught my mom reading outside at 4am + also hahaha! She also drank coffee and she only slept for 15mins in the end becuz she need to go work. I was playing the Pipe Game in my hp, and usually even in the day i cannot solve it, i completed all the stages in less than an hr-.- And i didn't make use of the time to do anything productive, like do any homework hahaha! :D

I bought two pairs of converse yesterday!!! ^_^ I know i shouldn't covet for these extra stuff...but its not like i wont wear!!! Woohoo damn glad, and my sis bought the pair i like but don't have size 6, and she's a size 5 and i'm also a size 5 so i can share with her hahaha!!! Its actually quite annoying to buy shoes because so many people like to buy size 6 and i also like to buy size 6 =( Haha are u puzzled???=D too bad:D My sis complained that i am so weird because i like buy different size shoes LOL=D even though i like to act like i know my own size very well i'm still quite indecisive on which one to settle on.

SUPER EXCITED NOW!!! Its not wearing off! Whenever i buy something i will feel so excited because its new and it usually remains new and i usually also remain excited for quite some time=D

It feels quite weird not to sleep + not to feel tired come to think of the countless nights that i would challenge myself to keep awake, plus those times i missed the sunset(always) after specially waiting for it because i couldn't freaking keep my bladdy eyes open for that particular moment.

This is quite a wordy post, forgive me as i have not been blogging often. Goodbye!

Christmas is coming to town!

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2009/12/love-story.html

I just read this and it seems like the closest you can get to a fairytale in real life! Actually i typed in heck loads negativities and the sheer chance, not to mention luck of something like this happening, but i deleted it. Who doesn't love fairytales?

Btw the title is lame but i like the sound of it! Christmas is the holiday when u give and receive, when u spread love and celebrate the being of our heavenly Father! =D

Goodbye. I am going to become a better person!

p/s : i can't freaking pronounce UGLY. walao!

Yummy waffles

Hello hello hello! Today is such a weird day! I cried for 4 times LOL! Twice becuz i was watching something touching, then twice again becuz my dad was too tired to bring me to j8 to eat. I deprived myself of lunch just becuz i wanted to go j8 for yami yogurt and subway!!! :@ So pissed off la. then i was being bitchy and grouchy and annoyed becuz i was damn hungry!!!

In the end he decided to bring me to the nearest subway outlet which was at sembawang, and i thought sembawang shopping center was same as sunplaza so we went to sunplaza but don't have! My gosh! Disappointed to the max=( But there was Mr Bean so i ate soya ice cream haha i like it! btw my dad informed us that we could have anything we want for christmas! yay however i am at a loss of what to ask from him .

I am very nervous nao.

Awakening

Hello hello hello! Pp tien joey kim adel are going to msia for vrex u17 later. Gonna miss them like crazy, but ALL THE BEST babes! :D

I've been thinking lately, cuz christmas is coming and i'm starting to plan my presents list, and i think of all my friends, what they would like, and memories of time spent with them.

I think i'm taking many of them for granted! Like my wonderful kexin, my awesome ping pong, my sweet tien, my thoughtful joey, my cute kim, my hyper channy, my xingan adel, baldy nico, etc. OH YA, especially my mom, sister and daddy! Walao i am so ungrateful-.-

Staying up late ALWAYS makes me hungry. Maybe thats why i grow so fat over the holidays hahaha!!! Woohoo, starting homework tmr!(i hope) And maybe some (spring) cleaning hahaha!

Btw i wrapped my textbooks on wednesday. Damn kiasu and scared that my books will be scratched and ugly hahaha!

Ping Pong showed her love for me today ! And she lied to me HAHAHA!

Me : I missed u alot leyyy~
PP : I did not. Wait, u want me to tell u the truth or lie to u?
Me : Lie to me la
PP : Ok this is a lie : oooh i miss u so much!

HAHAHAHA! idiotic woman! *KISS KISS* =D

How annoying can you be

Oh no, its me!

Hahaha this picture damn funny

I was playing with my webcam before the unfortunate stool incident.

Lousy me.

Okay i fell off the stool and it seriously seriously seriously hurts. Goodness gracious me. Btw my dad fell off the stool last time also haha

Mentality

Life doesn't always serve you your "wants" on a silver platter. I'm just gonna do what I gotta do. I don't wanna be the one who gives excuses, i'm not gonna be the one who acts like its the end of the world just because of one setback. I know many have seen me fall so i'm not gonna pretend and say i'm strong. But i've always found a reason to get back up again. Those who feel like its hopeless, just remember that only when you overcome your giants that you will grow stronger and succeed. Ask God to guide you along, you will never be lonely! :D Ciao!

p/s : i still have not started on my hols assignments! OMG=O

Terry and Linda Jamison

Did you know that there are is an actual psychic in the world!!! Wait, let me correct myself, psychicS. Twins!

The Psychic Twins were the only psychics who predicted the World Trade Center terroristattacks (9/11/2001) and the attack on The Pentagon.
- Art Bell "Coast to Coast A.M." Premier Radio 11/99

THE PSYCHIC TWINS STRIKE OSCAR GOLD AGAIN ON TYRA SHOW!
Check out The Psychic Twins predicting all TOP SEVEN OSCAR WINNERS FOR 2009 onThe Tyra Banks Show.
-The Tyra Banks Show, Feb. 09

George W. Bush will be elected President in 2000 race.
- Art Bell Radio Show, Nov. 1999 (before he was even nominated), Premier Radio

FOUND! PREDICTION CONFIRMED
The Psychic Twins predicted in 2005 on CBS NEWS "THE INSIDER" that the lover ofOlivia Newton-John, Patrick McDermott, had faked his death and was hiding in Mexico.
- see this clip on YouTube.

Walao! Cool or not?! Not enough to convince you? Go to http://psychictwins.com/predict.html nao! =D I felt so happy and excited after reading their predictions hahaha!

Mmm

I think i fell in love yesterday... hahaha

I am so tempted to cut this hairstyle! I know i won't look as pretty as her lah, but will it get screwed up??? I don't mind looking like a butch hahaha!

Summary of my trip

Yozzz! I am wiped out manz! I just got back yesterday night from malaysia V-rex u-15. Haha, like business people, go tw frm 26nov-3dec, then to msia frm 4dec-6dec.:D

During the tw trip there was like 2 steamboat buffet meals and dumplings also. But also some ownself buy food. The barbeque sweetpotato damn nice! My best buy was the Hello Kitty memory card reader! to be honest i didn't enjoy this trip as much as last year's.

Took a bus to jb in the morning(4th dec) I feel damn deprived of sleep hahas! Played games for 3days, had seafood dinners, good food! Phs came in 3rd for V-rex u-15 games. Came home, eat and sleep until this afternoon.

There is a friendly today but i was not allowed to leave the house-.- OK i going buy book tmr yay finally can start with my homework!

Detailed post

26th - reached tw at about 3+ afternoon, half of the day wasted away already. Then went to our hotel ( Crystal Hotel ) not very grand or whatever, quite small-.- 3stars i think. at night we had our dinner at those kopitiam-ish place where they sell practically the same food at every corner. I had fried icecream, i rate it ok only not say damn nice or whatever. I tried the smelly tofu hahaha! It stinks like hell but it tastes ok.

27th - okay i forgot already! (now referring to my reflection booklet) the juniors had a game at Fu Xing elementary school and the kids damn small sized and the boys' knees damn low with damn short calves hahaha! then we went to the farm resort and made tang yuans and released a lantern with our wishes written on it;D it was pretty! Hahas.

28th - We went to a cultural center ( i totally cannot rmb wth it was about, and i am copying frm my reflection book) we went to Ming Hu Junior High school to watch their match, some sort of national games going on. Lunch was those street food again, the food wasn't proper and not filling. Xi Men Ding for shopping at night, i don't like.

29th - B girls played with Ming Hu , best of 5, won the first two, lost the last three.(apparently according to my booklet there was great team spirit!:D) they were supposed to be the potential champions of their division? I tried a hot spring bath today, damn hot ah! Quite relaxing, tho the place looks damn dirty. Shopping at Shi Lin Night market! Woohoo i like:D

30th - We went to Hua Qiao school for a friendly with them. Okay the principal actually told us : Even though our vb girls are world champions, i'm sure we all have our own good qualities. Wtf!!! Hahah but the girls were in jc and really tall and every ball they whackwhackwhack. And we made many mistakes , lost 0-5. Checked in at a university hostel! Room with chan joey pp! got bunk beds leh=D Our balcony linked to tien's , can walk over 1 ! haha cool or not. I like the shopping plc there;D

1st - Morning training, supposed to assemble by 6am (freaking early!!!) And many of us were late! Because both me and tien's room ppl alarm nv ring and many sec1s were also late. Since we were late, we had to run to the campus training place which was like more than 3km away, sickening ! Actually the tourguide say its only a 5min bus ride, and 15min walk. Apparently the 15min walk was the time 1.9+m basketballers took to walk there. The ppl who walked took 1hr and those who ran took about 30mins? Played against Da An school, i think we lost but i forget already. Xi Men Ding for night shopping again (=[) I tripped over the balcony thing and sprained my ankle =.= damn pain lah

2nd - Morning training again, nobody was late yay! Jogged over to the sport hall again. We went to some warehouse plcs at night but not really anything i liked.

3rd - Time to take the plane back to my island home! Haha:D It feels great to be back honestly.

Pls do not contact my via SMS or call me from 26th Nov - 3rd Dec!

HELLO PEOPLE I AM GOING TO TAIWAN TMR!!! OMG!!!=D But i am not looking forward to the 6hr plane ride. Goodness, i am going to be nauseous for 360 freaking minutes=(

And i seem to be like the only kiasu one who is bringing thermal wear and thick jacket-.-

Clean and green!

Okay i am super frustrated and annoyed now! Cuz of money la! Totally spoilt my mood! You know my mom went to change singapore money to taiwan money, then the money changer guy freaking cheat her money!

Wah i feel so angry! Whats worse is, she didn't bother to count, and she said " never mind la" Freaking annoying! Goodness me, i am boiling! Tmr i gonna go check with the guy again, luckily got receipt! I hope he tell me the same rate as he told my mom, so i can fight for justice! At first i thought i was angry cause my mom is so irresponsible and 'bo-chap' about it, but then again, she has always been careless and don't take note of details, so i am actually angry at the guy, dishonest la! I feel victimised for my mom-.-

I really don't understand why people have to use such despicable methods! Especially business people. The world is becoming so materialistic and moneyfaced.(of course i am too, but i don't cheat others)

I feel like eating Froot Loops, peanut butter, potato chips, Subway!

Yay meeting banana tmr to go buy stuff=D

p/s; my dad bought me strawberry hi-chew and now i feel so bad that i was kind of rude to him

Yep yep yep

Can i go eat shit seriously

Hahaha my hair is super screwed woohoo

It always ends up screwed after a trip to the salon

I am contemplating a mushroom hair cut

Come on i need more encouragement

Blog status : Just unprivated:D

Please tag!

Mellow crab

HELLO I AM BAAACK! But my blog status is still private=D

M.I.A for almost a week cuz i went overseas(i realise i am thankful for singapore's clean toilets) and also lazy to blog. I freaking lost my taiwan booklet!!! its probably somewhere around in my house but i have not found it yet.

TAIWAN TRIP IS IN FOUR MORE DAYS! EXCITING OR NOT?!?! yes lah! Super excited. Lets play volleyball! Lets gun di in the hotel corridors! Lets eat like a pig for every meal! Lets go buy bubble tea! Lets go shopping! Lets move furniture all around the hotel room! Lets bathe together!(maybe not) Lets get molested on the bus!(maybe not too) Lets camp at each other's rooms! Lets have an awesome team talk! Lets have fun!Also, lets improve ourselves in terms of skills and attitude!

By the way i haven't started buying or packing anything yet. Super last minute, typical me-.- But then again, i don't have the list of stuff to bring ?

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My sister is so annoying nowadays! Seriously, rude and annoying and selfish and irresponsible. Is she going thru puberty??? Please let that phase faster pass cuz she picks up a fight with me and we BOTH get blamed-.- because its "fair". She is super duper uber ungrateful!!! She doesn't say or mean her thanks when you buy her stuff or do smth nice for her, and the next min she is wanting something else and whining and giving cuz she can't have it.

My mom used to scold me for not speaking up when i want something, like " if you don't tell me you want it, how will you ever get it?" Aiya i don't like to ask stuff from people until now even though they are my family-.- (its not like i am very nice and dont wanna spend their money its because i know its a want and not a need and i can't stand a "no") And she would compare me to my sis " she want something she tells me and most of the time she gets it " hello that was pre-puberty. Now she wants everything and if she doesn't get it she throws a tantrum lah please.

Happy sweet 16th Wei Ling!

Training-ed at CCAB today, super hot and stuffy AS USUAL. Goodness me, DON'T HAVE WIND, not even a BREEZE! But i tried today to concentrate harder like coach said i should=) There was a slight improvement=) 9 more days to taiwan!!! So fast right!

Then we went to Sakae Sushi for buffet team dinner! :D Super good, it was really value for money for me hahas! Even though choices for me quite limited, but i ate alot! Each person can only have 3 mochi ice cream=( So cute and round =D Haha, really had fun (even though mostly we talked about the food and ordered stuff and complain about the waitress service)

After that we paid and went out to surprise weiling with her birthday cake! She was so touched that she teared! Hahas! :D The cake taste like kinder bueno mmm~ (Y) Thumbs up!

Everyone left, headed to Mos Burger with tien to eat Ichigo Bliss. Omg damn nice, feel super blissed after taht. Hahas, actually is the person i ate with made the whole experience so nice(wink*wink*) Took many chui pictures and laughed our asses off! Homed at 10.30pm, i was late for home and from now i must reach home by 8.30pm.

Yay i going to do English homework already okay byebye!

p/s : i feel so blessed to have such wonderful team mates with me! I thank the Lord for each and every one of them - joey tien pp kim japan adel chan aunty p2 bubu ciyin jiangling jolene nienie tingting cass weiling! :D I love you babes!!!

pp/s : thanks for everything, God taught me so many lessons thru all of them, both good and bad ones, but in the end, i grew up.

Pictures @ http://cccassandraaa.blogspot.com/

Useless

Current blog status : Privated

Haha its quite silly why i'm even blogging now since i privated my blog and i didnt invite anyone-.- But i really feel like typing hahas. Well today, phs red team lost our crucial game to dunman 0-2 =( so we cannot proceed to the 2nd round, as we also lost to punggol 0-2 that time. We really shouldn't have lost to punggol(we mostly lost ourselves), but who am i to say that since i can't contribute to anything in the team? It really sucks to be on the team and know that you are not ready to go on court and take over anyone and have the selfconfidence to PERFORM and SHINE on court. My heart really breaks when i see my team mates crying in hurt and pain, all the while thinking and blaming myself for being so lousy and incompetent that i can't help in any way. All those who played on court today keeps blaming themself and saying they let us all down, but i think i let everyone down the most, for not being ready to cover any of you at anytime, and knowing that i'll screw up if i get placed on court. Coach talked to me when we reached sch, he said the reason i cannot do well is that i am not concentrating during training, i must admit, i have deproved alot since cgirls, but everyone else is improving. I don't know, is it because i can't move on? Must change the mentality already, i am in b girls, its tough shit, but gotta stick with it yo. And i know i can shine if i put in my 101% concentration and determination, i also have God with me to guide me through the hardships and pain to my destinition- success and glory for Him. I think i'm going to meditate every night from now on the prepare me for the next day hahas=) Goodbye

Many people, but ONE team

We lost to punggol 0-2 . Shouldn't have, but no use crying over split milk! Today, who were really lost to is ourselves. Many pts were lost becuz of our own mistakes, not enough fighting & team spirit. Everyone must want to win, focus, and work tgt as ONE. So from now on, don't spill any more milk! hahas okay red team! We can do it girls! lets make up for this loss by doing our best and WIN our remaining two matches!!! Don't be afraid of Dunman,(the snake) because once we're afraid, the game is already lost. we must have confidence in each other and ourself! Apply what we learnt during trg, and don't just keep thinking of each mistake we make but learn frm it and make up for it by scoring for the team! I'm sure our sch is one of the teams that train the hardest, longest hours. We have to sarifice our holidays for trgs, Aim : To improve ourself, CHAMPIONSHIPS! Lets not let our hard work, sweat, time and tears go to waste! Lets win!!! today is a lesson learnt, i'm sure we;ll all go back tmr and on as a stronger, wiser , more bonded team. it might be a high price to pay, but with this, we'll put in our best because every point counts, even though you might think its "one point only " so many of that thought, leads to so many points lost and eventually, the whole game is lost. We can't disappoint those who've confidence in us, i feel that we DESERVE to get into the next round. girls, we can do it

11 November 2009

I think i wasted my 'off' day today. Today was supposed to be an actual holiday cuz don't have anything impt on. But i have tuition in the morning and went to see doctor after that.

Tuition was fun! But i was quite tired and keep yawning-.- then i rush to marsiling to meet my mom to go polyclinic. Polyclinic got so many people! It was my first time there haha and it was very big. I thought it was some small clinic located below a random void deck but it was a big building.

We took our registration number and waited quite long. ONLY REGISTRATION ok. then we were finally given our consultation number and went upstairs to find the place. I suggested going to eat 1st cuz it seems like we have to wait quite long. We went away for like half an hour and came back, still got ten more ppl until our turn.

I was seriously super annoyed cuz in the 1st place i don't want to see doctor already and plus we have to wait so freaking long for our turn and it made me GRUMPY >=( And this aunty keep callin our number and her voice was annoying too! but i went over anyw but only take height and weight-.- i gained weight but did not gain height, too bad.

Finally my turn came and i dislike the doctor. My mom says polyclinic doctors are those that just graduated-.- well it seems true, which doctor will tell you -

Dr : there's nothing i can do...the only way i can think of is stop the sport that is hurting you...find other sport to join lah.
Mom : so...we came here to hear u say that and convince ourselves that nth can be done to cure it?
Dr : i'm not saying that...since she has no problem when she sits or anything so the problem must be lying in the sport...she wont feel pain if she stops playing the sport, there are other sport she can try also...
Mom : Is there anyway to cure it or minimize the pain?
Dr : No.You see, the problem lies with her spine...its like your eyes, u can't see when u drive,so don't drive! You can't change her spine
Mom : So... thats all? i mean we came here to consult u but u're telling us that there's nth we can do?
Dr : i can issue her some painkillers if you want

Walao what sort of doctor is that? I mean i am a patient right, do u tell a patient "oh there's no hope, so run away." screwed lah.

10 November 2009

I went for morning trg @ CCAB. The driver gave me a really bad impression-.- He has a bad working attitude!!! I trained normally cuz my mum asked me to strain myself so i can tell the doctor how the pain feels like-.-

Went market with most of the b girls :D then half went back 1st and left me tien kim jiayi tt sarahlew^^ damn fun chatting with them! Hahas! jiayi left and tt told us ghost stories which were quite funny. hahas! laughed alot and had a good time:D I ate alot seriously. \

Took the train home with tien and i dragged her off @ admiralty to tell her my funny encounter on the way to sch in the morning. Quite stupid and embarrassing but funny at the same time. Laughed more and i walked home feeling jolly! =D

p/s : actually i privated my blog cuz i dont want to post but i want to rmb my day so i decided to post. haha

Don't know!!!

stop wasting time stop wasting breath stop wasting youth
life doesnt stop just becos there are setbacks

Nicole Fox ftw.

Gave up physically, giving up mentally. I know you'll be disappointed to know, but i am human! Humans have limits. Damn tired of trying when nothing's coming out of it. Maybe i'm not even trying anymore. This mental battle is keeeeeeling me seriously. chopchop, goodbye.

Zhang Zhong Ace!

Red team did well today! Haha ;D We won XinMin=) the girls played well! shuai ! ;D Blue team, don't be discouraged! You guys can do it too!just communicate more and dare to whack! ^^

I've got an awful headache=( And i ate 2 BIG dinners. I really felt like bursting, it is a horrible feeling! Everyone's falling sick... take care girls!!! Drink more water, sleep earlyyy=D

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU

phs-volleyball.blogspot.com

I am feeling so annoyed by this guy on ffs who keeps buying kexin even tho i wrote NFS so clearly! BLIND SHIT! And he still got the balls to give her some idiotic nickname and write : " Strictly Not For Sale " Don't even respect other people's nfs then who will respect his? Brainless ahhh!!! Walao i'm getting so agitated over some fb game... haha becoming so no-life! But my beloved kexin is at stake!!! grrr

Tai Wan trip is coming woohoo! Time flies... its in less than a month!!!=D Can't waaaaaait.

Oh ya btw i went to the playground with my sister today and i was so frightened when i climbed up because its quite high. I wanted to slide but my butt was stucK!!! hahaha!!! too fat and old already la. But i managed to force my big ass down and PLOP!i overshot and landed on the ground and hit my back. pain ah!!! Dangerous for old people! do not try this.

Our 1st U-16 match starts TOO MOR ROWWW! Good luck girls!!! Love you

Craphole

I don't know i don't know i don't know!!! Hypocrites like me like you like them just spoils everything in the universe. Oh dear me and you, we're just so not innocent like we make ourselves to be, we all want to win. Yup win win win, of course, we want to look good by winning. This is a fact - You are not better than me, so stop acting like that. I'm not saying I'm damn great or w/e but i can't stand it when everything becomes my fault because you can't see yourself!!! I hope you see soon, because I am really really really reaching my limits. I'm not expecting myself to confide in you anymore.

Hello Grace, I really miss being BFFs with you

28 OCTOBER 2009

2 Faith 2009 =)
p/s : me and yanxiu look alike! Hahas!

Ke Xin made a pretty cookie for me! <333333 I have a picture of it, upload it next time! Grace's cookies are nice too!=D

Museum today! :D

- Bus ride there was a headache for us -.-


- Sat with BANANA my love!:D


- I slept on her shirt. Mmm^^


- Bananas explored the museum together!


- Tien screamed becuz li nan popped out. ( HAHA )


- Bus ride back was so peaceful


- Training at CCAB!=D


- Rather disappointed at smth


- I finally touched the ballzzz!


- Happy to play ball again=)


- Bus back to sch


- Joey and I were singing on the bus


- Went to sch to eat free food HAHA


- Headed to market to eat again





It has been a long day, but so enjoyable! Hahas;D except a part during training, quite upset=( Nevermind! U-16 is coming soon, JY GIRLS! Luv u all :D

Believe in me.

Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins.
1 Peter 4:8

I just found out from FACEBOOK that we have history tour or whatever tmr!!! I didn't get the consent form leh!!! And kass says its until 2.30pm. And we're supposed to be going to CCAB for trg tmr-.-

U-16 Fixtures is out on VAS website. CHECK IT OUT ! http://www.vas.org.sg/uploads/articles/U13_U16_Fixtures_Revised_2.pdf

I'm going to resume training WITH BALLZ tmr. U-16 is in less than a week, and with so many ppl gone its gonna be hard on the rest, so my injury or whatever shall not be an excuse=) I don't wanna go there wearing my jersey and knowing that i'm not in the right physical condition to play.Whats the point if i do that? its just like " flower " -.- no thx. But i'm afraid my physical state is not as strong as my mental one-.-'

Jayjay the Jetplane!

I am going to get back to real training ( with BALLZ ) ASAP!!! For the past few trainings i could only do pts and strengthening my back. Plzplzplz faster recover. Ok the back-strengthening thing i think i doing wrongly or whatever because everyday it seems to hurt more even when i'm walking. So annoying!!!


Hehe i'm prayin every nite!=D Praying gives me peace and strength and hope! Thank You amazing God! :D Yay! Ok i'm feeling happy for no reason but SMILE anyway!

Jiayi gave me a letter today which totally made my day! Damn sweet! Kept me smilin=D thx!!!

Elaine go learn your scales!!! I think i'm going to try and master " Wake Me Up When September Ends " on the piano woohoo! =D My neighbour has been playing Fur Elise for hours

Aiya my post today super choppy cuz i'm being entertained by RIS LOW thus causing my memory to go BOOMZ and i can't really rmb what i want to blog about.

Lmao!

FREAKING FUNNY!!! HAHA! His version of With You by Chris Brown more funny! { CLICK! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hidgmkAH3Ik } But don't have the embed code=(

A thousand miles

I think i have slight food poisoningT_T i've been having diarrhea for 2 days and cramps and feel like shieeeeet. The person who poisoned my food is lucky because i ate many things so i don't know which was poisoned. Stupid idiot i was awaken in the middle of the night because the cramps were killing me and i needed to shit.

Oh yah i'm quite irritated because the u-16 fixxtures are not out yet and i need to arrange to collect my passport with my mom and she is scolding meee

Tien tien wo ai ni!

24/10/09 :
- nua outside the hall w/ banana! :D
- laughed alot
- did some weights
- cannot play ball!!!=(
- bored!!!

We talked with the p6 guy today. He's quite irritating haha
Tien took off her bandage. INSIDE GOT A PILE SHIT!!! HAHAHA!
I GOT TAKE PHOTO AS PROOF OK!
Want to c? Ask me =D!


QUEEN! GET WELL SOON! FRIENDLY!
Kim, take good care of urself, u-16 is here alr, don't fall sick=D

May i have this dance?

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Dark blue - Elaine
Light blue - Kexin

Aiya we were limited to only 5 words per person ! Hahas! We were really damn bored during the thing so -.-''' We acutally drew harry and harriet but my scanner damn slow so i decided to scan it another time. Aiya i'm busy chatting with a cute girl -inserts pervertic look- HAHA! i MIGHT update ltr =D

Who am I?

Flee from youthful lusts; but pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart.
2 Timothy 2:22

Today was quite boring for me=) I shall list my day out in point form

- I attended the student leadership thing
- We sat in the chapel basement
- My butt damn pain!
- I talked to cursing=DDD
- We wrote a story in crayons^^
- I shall scan it soon.

I update again later!

Part 2 :

I am currently extremely happy! Hahaha! Nobody knows why...so mysterious...haha okay lah im being damn lame! Good bye!

WHO AM I - Casting Crowns
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Meant to be

I've placed my faith and trust in the Lord,

And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.
2 Corinthians 9:8

I prayed alot today, my day didn't go well. But there were some okay moments.

Negative
Reasons :
1. i acted/behaved badly to joey
2. i paid the class fund ( 12$!!! )
3. i had evil thoughts about my friends
4. i was jealous -.-
5. i wasn't allowed to play ball

Positive
Reasons :
1. i didn't say hurtful things
2. i finally paid my class fund
3. i prayed after i had those evil thoughts
4. i didn't let my jealousy control me:D
5. i managed to sneak in some vb time during pe HEHE

Oh yah its my parents wedding anniversary today and we went to have steamboat @ crystal jade. Quite nice .

I just feel so irritated by nothing and everything now. My comp is lagging so sorry no songz today/ ciaos

Smooothieee

Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
-Romans 5:1-5

My passport photo quite screwed lah but too bad my mom already submitted the application form hahas! My hair looks silly in the photo and the stupid woman don't let me take more shots!!! She keep insisting only can have two takes then choose one-.-' Nevermind i don't stare my passport everyday so its fine.

I've gotten back all my results except for art which i most probably will pass because there's no reason to fail me because i did my 3 peices of prep work. Can't say i'm very pleased with my results but well...i am content. I think. Quite disappointed in my chinese result but at least i passed this time

Chinese - 58/110
D&T - 54/100
Math - 63/80
Science - 80.5/100
English - 71/110
History - 52/80

I really want to thank and praise God for creating miracles:)

My thoughts and actions are split into - the heart, the mind and the body. The heart tells me not to give up, the mind reminds me about the commitment, but the body is just giving up on me.

EVACUATE THE DANCE FLOOR - Cascada
Turn up the music
Let's get out on the floor
I'll let it move it
Come and give me some more
Watch me getting physical and out of control
There's people watching me
I never miss a beat

Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cos it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cos it feels like a overdose
(Feels like an overdose)

Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground

(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground

My body's aching
System overload
Temperature's rising
I'm about to explode
Watch me I'm intoxicated
Taking the show
It's got me hypnotized
Everybody step aside

Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cos it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cos it feels like a overdose
(Feels like an overdose)

Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground

(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground

Come on and evacuate
Feel the clubbers heating up
Move on and accelerate
Push it to the top
Come on and evacuate
Feel the clubbers heating up
Move on and accelerate
You don't have to be afraid

Now guess who's back with a brand new track
That got everybody in the club going mad
So everybody in the back get your back up on the wall
And just shake that thang
Go crazy, yo lady, yo baby
Let me see you work that thing
Now drop it down low, low
Let me see you take it to the dancefloor, yo

(Everybody in the club!)
Evacuate the dancefloor
(Everybody in the club!)
I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground

Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground

(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground

True love waits.

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 8:38-39

I'm gonna go woodlands to take my passport photo soon........the horror! I've only slept for a maximum of 6hours since i reached home at about 1am and managed to nua until 4am and went to bed(unwillingly) and woke up at 9+am ^^ Haha obviously i'm in a zombie-like state but it doesn't matter anyway since i couldn't go for trg. I was eating eating eating for the whole day since there was nth else to do... Such a boring life! Plzzz don't let my passport photo be ugly cuz i gotta have it for 5 years !!! Oh yah damn cheat leh now last time 10 years then renew once now 5 years only!!! Its such a waste of time and money to keep going to renew pazzportz-.-'

I think i'm gonna make a wonderful promise to God today. Maybe i'll tell joey or tien or pp later=D

DON'T TRUST ME-3OH!3
Black dress, with the tights underneath
I've got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth
And she's an actress (actress), but she ain't got no need
She's got money from her parents and a trust fund back east

T-t-t-tongue's always pressed to your cheeks
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girl's teeth
Tell your boyfriend, if he says he's got beef
That I'm a vegetarian, and I ain't fuckin' scared of him

She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)

X's on the back of your hands
Wash them in the bathroom and drink like the bands
And the setlist (setlist) you stole off the stage
Has red and purple lipstick all over the page

B-b-b-bruises cover your arms
Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm
And the best is (the best is), no one knows who you are
Just another girl alone at the bar
[Don't Trust Me Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)

Shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips

Whoa, whoa, whoa...

She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)

Baby can i see your smile?

Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong.
1 Corinthians 16:13

Today was rather enjoyable for me, cuz i've not gone out for ages on wkends to have fun!!!Thank the indians, its deepavali holiday! Haha! But joey left early.=( I extended my curfew for the sake of watching a 9+pm movie, but in the end it was canceled hahas. Still, we played until quite late and had to take a cab home which costs 35$ -_- waste my money!!! And hor if i took the train i would reach home earlier !!!=( eating junkfood now and playing on fb =D

STAND IN THE RAIN - Superchick
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down


So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

Tien, be strong.

I can't say how much i wanna get rid of the pain, i can't express my frustration in any other form! I'm really really trying my hardest, putting in effort to improve. The pain

restricts me from using strength. HOW TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL W/O BEING ABLE TO USE STRENGTH? Boss told me : "Cannot go on like this for your back, why not u continue coming training but don't train? Just come here play ball etc loh ." Tears just came out, i just cannot understand la!!! Grrr so frustrating. Aiyaaa i wanna scream and cry!!! But i know i must be STRONG. How can i overcome???

USE SOMEBODY - Kings of Leon

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see

uh oh

Got back our papers today, i dont even want to remember! I can't say how muchhh i am disappointed in my results. Ok my compre has been weak all along aiya then literature so-so. History wasn't very good either. Goodbye triple science for real. I don't think i'm even eligible to appeal for it already loh. I kept asking myself : Why couldn't i be more disciplined? Why didn't i study a little harder? Why should i let myself regret??? Goshhh it was a feeling of utter disappointment and hopelessness. Congratulations Joey for getting highest in lit =) pp and cat did well for their english too=)

After sch kx joey cat came to my house to watch The Unborn^^ Bought rainbow icecream and alot of snacks haha! Ok lah i think i ate too much of it pluz i just ate dinner AGAIN =_= feel kind of sick now-.- The Unborn not scary lah i kept my eyez open throughout and didn't even jump or anything hahahaha!!! I missed kx sooo muchhh!!! Had fun =)))

Looking forward to training tmr.=D Ciaos

COWBOY CASANOVA - Carrie Underwood

You better take it from me
That boy is like a disease
Your runnin your tryin to hide and your
wonderin why you cant get free

He's like a curse
He's like a drug
You get addicted to his love
You want to get out but he's holdin you down
cause you cant live without one more
touch

He's a, a good time cowboy casanova leanin
up against the record machine
Looks like a cool drink of water but
He's candy coated misery
He's the devil in disguise
A snake with blue eyes
And he only comes out at night
He gives you feelings that u dont want to
fight
You better run for your life

Oooohhh Ohh
Oooohhh Ohh

I see that look on your face
You aint hearin what I say
So I'll say it again cause I been where
you been and I know how it ends you
cant get away

Dont even look in his eyes
He'll tell you nothin but lies
And you want to believe but you wont be decieved if you listen to me and take my advice

He's a good time cowboy casanova leanin
up against the record machine
Looks like a cool drink of water but
he's candy coated misery
He's the devil in disguise
A snake with blue eyes and he only come
out at night
He gives you feelings that you dont want
to fight
You better run for your life
Run, run away dont let him mess with
your mind

He'll tell you anything you wanna hear
He'll break your heart its jus a matter
of time

But just remember
He's a, a good time cowboy casanova leanin
up against the record machine
Looks like a cool drink of water but
he's candy coated misery
Devil in disguise
A snake with blue eyes and
he only comes out at night
He gives you feelins that you dont want
to fight

You better run for your life
Ooohhh oh
You better run for your life
Ooohhh oh You better run for your life
Oh You better run for your life

Tag. Please? =(

Hello! I am actually lazy to post but my blog will become boring w/o updates so here i am! :D Went with my babes plus a few others to watch a moooveee! It was great! A korean show about tsunami. Super touching also=) We also had our first training after exams ytd! ^^ Felt good to train again but kind of not used to being active after so many wks haha! I had a good day yesterday esp when me joey and pp were making a song while waiting for tien! woohoo! Except i forgot the lyrics -_-

Today no school plus we got training!^^ Had a good time actually but the pain was awful. Thanks uncle jon for trying to help stretch my back=) After trg went to have "lunch" with joey tien kim @ market. Our trg hour damn weird : 11am-3.30pm So we didn't know when to have our lunch haha! Laughed like crazy birds! I had a goood time=) Luv my babes to the max!!!(except pp not thrT_T)

Adel was injured during training today, please pray for her to recover fast!!! I'll be praying hard too. Get well soon xingan.

HERE WE GO AGAIN - Paramore

And here we go again

With all the things we said

And not a minute spent

To think that we'd regret

So we just take it back,

These words and hold our breath

Forget the things we swore we meant

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright

Can't say I'm sad to see you go

Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Well, I'm not.

And here we go again

With all the things we did

And now I'm wondering

Just who would I have been

To be the one attached

At all times to your hip?

Forget the things we swore we meant.

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright

Can't say I'm sad to see you go

Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Oh (No, I'm not)

I'll write you to, to let you know that I'm alright

Can't say I'm sad to see you go

Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not)

I'm not, I'm not.

And here we go again

With all the things we said

And not a minute spent

To think that we'd regret

So we just take it back...

(No, I'm not)

So we just take it back...

(I'm not)

So we just take it back...

Dooo eeet babehhh

Hahaha i just found out smth quite disappointing to me and i was smsing banana and my hands shaking like crazy and my mind is processing eons faster than my fingers and i was complaining that touch-screen damn lag and blaming everything and in the end i just typed part of what i wanted to tell her. I feel like screaming crying laughing all at once man. Seriously i'm quite -_- about it haha.

Today was good. We had art exam and it was quite relaxing because we can look at other people work HAHAHA. Oh ya i dreamt about monkey.com!!! hahaha it was super weird cuz i NEVER came across it before and tien's postman dream damn funny!!! Super glad that me banana pp and joey are hanging out again after so long =D Had alot of fun although i made pp's headache worse when i dragged them to eat donuts haha sorry xin-ping-er =p Laughed so hard. love my awesome friends!

I'm feeling quite relaxed cuz its dnt tmr not that its not impt but 1 hr paper only then can go play and then go training can play more woohoo!!!

RAINBOW - Colbie Caillat

I'm still feelin' the rain fall

And bouncin' off my skin

How long do I have to wait for

The sun to shine again

Come on paint me the rainbows

I can follow it

I don't know where it'll take me

But I like wonderin'

Wherever you are

Where will you be

Are you the same or

Dreamin' after waitin only for me

Waiting for love

Waiting for the same or

Dreamin' on the other side

Hoping no matter how far I'll find my way to you

Followin' a rainbow

I'm gonna stop in the middle

Hang my feet off the edge

I got no reason to worry

I know I'll find the end

That's where you'll be waiting

I hope you don't forget

That I wont quit till I find you

No matter the risk

Wherever you are

Where will you be

Are you the same or

Dreamin' after waiting only for me

Waiting for love

Waiting for the same or

Dreamin' on the other side hoping that

No matter how far I'll find my way to you

Followin' a rainbow

Stuck in my mind

I'm wasting time

I'm still on my own

I never thought that I would find my way

Into the light

Dreamin' to find

Who ever you are

Wherever you are

Where will you be

Are you the same or

Dreamin' on the other side waiting for me

Waiting for love

Waiting for the same or

Dreamin' on the other side hoping that

No matter how far I'll find my way to you

Followin' a rainbow

Ooohooohooohooooh yea yea yea...

I know we're gonna find it

I know we're gonna find it

I'm never gonna let you go

I know I'm gonna find you

I know I'm gonna find you

I wont let you go

Followin' the rainbow

Followin' the rainbow

Followin' followin'

Followin' the rainbow

I'm followin' a rainbow

Whoa whoa whoa...

Followin' the rainbow

Followin' the rainbow

Followin' followin'

Heaven and Earth

Stress really does shit to you. I think many brain cells have been sacrificed for this eoy. Ok so its ironic that i actually have time to BLOG about my mundane life when i'm complaining that exams are killing me.

But i totally screwed up my Math paper today and i'm so -_-'''!!! I don't even feel like screaming helps la! ~_~

Oh yes its science on monday. How much worse can it be? Haha probably a million times more since i've been struggling with it since 5 years ago???

but my family totally understands and i thank them alot for their support=) dad- behaving 101% fatherly [ and acts like my servant woohoo! ] mom - more motherly than usual [ actually bothers about me ] sis - stop picking up fights and glues herself to the com [ i am thankful ]

How sad are the lives of vegetables? They can't worry. *Vegetables = people who are brain dead, not the ones you eat which gives u fibre to prevent constipation.

UNSTOPPABLE - RASCAL FLATTS

Yeah yeah yeah..
Hey

So, so you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Cracked a rib when you hit the wall
Yeah, you've had a pocket full of regrets
Pull you down faster than a sunset
Hey, it happens to us all

When the cold hard rain just won't quit
And you can't see your way out of it

You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable


Love, it wear the ring of stone
Bring you back to being born again
oh, it's a helping hand when you need it most
A lighthouse shining on the coast
That never goes dim

When your heart is full of doubt
And you think that there's no way out

You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable

Like a river keeps on rolling
Like the north wind blowing
Don't it feel good knowing
Yeah

You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable

Love is unstoppable
So you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Love, love is unstoppable

Can I delete my blog

Wordy post ahead =D

WoOhOo!!! Finally oral is over. Damn glad la! =D I think i screwed it up and my hands were shaking but aiya at least its done already. Super nervous cuz i was the 2nd for chinese. Mr Soon was the O.E and he freaking keep making the sound like he's crying and choking!!! I was quite annoyed cuz i cannot concentrate on the passage PLUS idk how to read it already!!! I don't think he was actually paying attention to me, when i finished reading he was still staring at his own paper for another minute and then looked up and said " 你读好了?" -_-''' The conv qns totally caught me off guard. He even asked me what i thought i failed most in. FAILURE IS THE MOTHER OF SUCCESS!!! hahaha!!! English was ok lah but not as nervous as for chinese ;-) except that i folded the edges of the paper HAHAHA!

ok then i bribed joey to amk hub but ended up i couldn't find the thing i was looking for...=( but i still bought her a bread as payment. I felt like EATING my history papers up. failed it-.-

Chirp Chirp Chirp

I feel tired... PHYSICALLY! I've been cleaning for like almost 2 hrs already hahaha damn shuang!(+ dusty -.-) At least my area not so messy already ^^ I having flu or maybe its the dust.


Many unexpected things are happening now, but i'm gonna learn to DEAL with it =) although i need some time to sort out certain things. I feel like peeing

PEEEANUT BAAAAATTUR

Life is stressful now. Haha! But it has not really reached the - everyday like shit! - stage because there's a new can of peanut butter woohoo! :D

Hai! I'm still at Joey's place :D I was supposed to leave at around 3 pluzzz but Joey was complaining that she misses me ;-) Haha! Just nice dad called and said he'd pick me up at around 5 pluzz =) Haha damn idiot lah she. She's pestering me to MAKE A CHOICE for tmr! Oh yah we were supposed to study but we got a little distracted . Good bye she's back.

No time to waste.

I have to do my literature short story by tonight!!! Miss Angela McNoe keep pestering me la!!! I didn't want to put in the " Miss " but INCASE she reads this... So i'm going to DIE. Because i got no idea what to write because my life has been boring and we have to write a short story with a twist at the end which is supposed to be something that happened to me before. My life is damn predictable and expected lah =((((((((( Oh yes i have Math remedial tmr 3 periods leh!!! Shit man. The History test i took today was so damn screwed. I didn't do the 6 mark question! Goodness. =.='''

don't get me wrong, i am content and thankful with what i have in my life now, but i'm striving to acheive more=)

He who conceals his transgressions will not prosper, But he who confesses and forsakes them will find compassion.
--Proverbs 28:13

Please get away from your laptop now Elaine.
Yes conscience, goodbye.

Stars.

What does Grid Girls mean? Lol my mom watching " Singtel Grid Girls " Grad Final or smth. I totally dk what homework i have -______- die !

A student's sad life. HAHA

Got math & science test tmr=( Later still got tuition........................ damn tired! because I just returned from my date with my mom =D Hahahaaaa yay ! Now off to do SERIOUS and IMPORTANT stuff. Adiós Amigos

Smile cuz i deserve it.

Worked so hard, its just not worth giving everything up. i never believed in forever anyway.

Who Knew - Pink

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right

I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah huh, that's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong

I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever, who knew?

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, no no

I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong

But they knew better
Still you said forever and ever
Who knew? Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong

And that last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember

But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep

My darling, who knew?
My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss you
My darling, who knew?

Who knew?

Math

A1 A1 A1!!!
Hahahah i'm trying to pyscho myself into doing MATH !!! woohoo. Okay its so not working lah I gotta find new ways to stop myself from eating too. LOL =D If only i can do math as much as i eat... seriously i think its getting unhealthy. I like math but i dislike math lessons.

Keep trying.

Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him.
--James 1:12

Today was the first day of term 4. I can't wait till after the exams (no i haven't studied for it!) which will mark the ending of this school term! I will fight on for everything =))) because i don't give up. At the end of the day, there's always my beloved babes/teammys and family to cheer me up and make me smile.

Call it karma

The class bbq looked fun=) no lah i don't regret not going but i HAVE to go to the next whatever class gathering. cuz i never went for any, not even my primary sch's or last yr's. Hahahaaaaaaaa always too lazy or too bz! ;-)

I woke up with really sharp back pain. Dr said i have a back ligament injury, if it doesn't heal within 2months, it might be some degenerative disc or smth. Blame luck? Haha. I was obviously advised against strenuous sports/ take a break have more rest blahblah but i can only pray that its just an injury that will heal with time. Fug lah damn suay

Some inspiration.

Can i borrow your ears for 30 seconds?
What for? Yeah i just felt like taking a bite.

Science is just like kitty who thinks its a lion. So hard to tame omg. Plz somehow get easier and STOP TRYING TO KILL ME!!! Didn't even manage a C5 for it even tho i emptied my brain juice studying 4 it =(

If you listened hard you would hear how badly i need a hug.

31st August 2009

HAPPY

14th

BIRTHDAY

GOH


KE


XIN

My super duper uber beloved steady!!!

I L♥VE YOU ! :-*

TAMATAMATAMA

I WANT TO GET THE TAMA!!! OMG !!! =D

Poshypushypishypoo

Fur Elise... Such an easy song, so many brain cellz killed. Nevermind, I'll master it by the end of the week !!!

38.7

i swear i could have broken ur shin clean into two pieces if i didn't miss on the first hit. i felt strangely glad when u went nuts

Nincompoop

Chantalle got fever first, then pp then tien then catherine then joey now me . This shows that we are so close -wink-
I woke up with my body aching and my head was damn heavy. Despite that I went to school for trg and took temp @ the guardpost. " aiya, 38.1, waitwait, i think the thermometer got smth wrong " LOL that was exactly what happend to tien too! Train until after dafang then i cannot tahan already then went to sit down for like 4 hours watching the others train. My legs and feet were BURNING then my kneepad damn hot . My temp went up down up down. i don't dare to cough at home!!!

Ugly dots.

The Japanese are super polite and nice! They play well too! Haha jump very high =)Got this japanese man he can do weird noises omg damn cool !!!
Something totally spoilt my mood bt nevermind i shall go tell Mr Bear. Haha ;D
PP DAMN BAD SHE LAUGH AT THE LAO AUNTY !!! But i think very funny also.
sayonara tomodachi!

BANANAS

I was bombing my family and Mr Bear with historic facts :D

Get well soon tien & cat! :D

Shutup

I saw all my results today and it wasn't a happy event.

I'm in no hurry to grow up.

I'm really too disappointed.
Kiss my triple science goodbye!

This few days have been really rough for me.
Thanks you guys who care for me!!!


I'm gonna learn Pachelbel's Canon.

CHANTALLE GET WELL SOON
TIEN CONGRATS AH FULL MARKS FOR MATH
SMELLY BOBOHEAD BOONAHNAH
PP AND ME GOT AMAZING MINDS. WE THINK EXACTLY THE SAME UNTIL ITS SCARY. :D

Diao.

Feel really demoralised now. I was thinking about what i told jiang ling earlier on during training. It really sucks to not perform well in vb and even worse in studies. What the hell am i doing always wasting my time away??? I really want to wake up from this unpleasant feelings/life i'm having now and find out tht everything is fine and i'm doing well. IT SUCKS !!! I'm going to school dreaming the hours away, going to trainings not putting in enough effort for me to improve. Its like with each training i go, i deprove even more! I wish my life was like when in china, where i always played for the team and sometimes scored points instead of losing it, even though there was alot of pressure(mostly from myself)i always feel good after a training / match becuz i LEARNT and IMPROVED. Is it becuz i've moved on to B div alr? or becuz i'm not trying hard enough? come on man elaine, you used to put in ur ultimate best, what is wrong with you now???

edited -
i didnt live in china, it was a training trip. haha i realised how weird it was.

Pewpew!

I cant stop listening to Michael Lucarelli playing classical miewzic. Haha! Okay good bye. Oh yeah my ambition is to be a professor ^^

Chill out.

i am damn disappointed with my chinese. 24/50 =( but some subs i very lucky!
Lit : 17/20
History : 21/30

everytime after a test i think i screwed the whole thing up. but nvm. hope i get good results for the rest!

God, why are You letting them take everything away ?

Studies and grades are the only things that is gonna have the biggest impact to my life and which i can fully control now. COME ON DON'T WASTE THIS CONTROL AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT!(p/s this doesnt mean that my opinion of art as a 'totally waste time' subject has changed even the slightest bit. same for chinese)

Music gives me peace and calmness. I think my wires are snapping.

Please stop pretending.

Blogger sux

hello, i miss you and i have forgiven you. you're still my #1.

HAHAHA IM LAUGHING MY ASS OFF @ SARAHKIM'S BLOG !!! HER CHINESE IS DAMN IMBAH!

Extracted from http://girlinthetv.blogspot.com

me: SIAN AH! wo yao jiang hua yi
SA: 0.0
me: AH GUA KIA! :D
SA: 0.0?!?!?!!
tien, pp, ade: say, NI AH WANG AH GUA KIA!
me: AH WANG!! NI AH GUA KIA! :X
SA: HUH?!?!?!?!?! 0.0 -.- >:X
me: (on second thoughts) Dui bu chi.
SA: *shaes head, nvm*
me: Ni shun chi liao ah? :x
SA: ...
me: jjun de ma?!?!!? NI SHUN CHI LIAO AH?!
SA: mei you
me: shit lah, TA SHUN CHI LIAO. JUN MO BBAN! DUI BU CHI!
SA: *am chio* ...
me: ._. kan wo de lian! dui bu chi ._.

Maybe u could all just shut the hell up and let me hear myself think. Stop trying to tell me what to do when you don't know shit about me.

Exams are coming and all i'm doing is eating non-stop and thinking about un-important stuff, like how am i going to get by tmr, what to do tmr, dreading every tmr.

Oreos

I feel sick @_______@ must be eat too much already. Whao my mom is damn materialistic. -.- Aiya nevermind i'll just get good results den everyone can just get off my back alr! ^^ ( easy to say, hard to acheive ) they shouldn't count the marks together with our daily homework. =(

Btw i just made a stupid mistake. Haha and i sounded stupid!
Nicole says : I am EE-NO-CENT !
I laughed at her because she pronounced as IN-KNOW-CENT .
Elaine says : Sym-FO-ny
My mother laughed at me because its supposed to be
SYMP-fuh-ney
Aiya W/E !!!

i think she doesn't like me very much.how sad.

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/447690/1/.html

Dad " what the hell is wrong with them?! "

Tell me whats wrong.

HAHA TOO BAD TIEN WASTED HER MONEY !!! SHE CANNOT GO FOR HER STANDARD CHARTER'S 10KM RUN, WHO WANT TO HELP HER? HAHAHAHA !!! Okay im being damn bad.

Today i was a slacker. =( STUDY PLS ELAINE!!!

I had a chance to really TALK to banana today=)it was a really really really nice feeling. Realised how much i missed her!!! haha lim hui tien i love you!!! MUACKXZ :D

Me against the world.

Just shutting down when u can hide from and avoid everything is much easier than getting back to the norm. u gotta start facing & dealing with shit again. Being apathetic had been wonderful .

Today, deep inside, was really stressful for me. the more i laughed the more im sinking. At the end of the day, i wasted innocent money on anger. i dropped my phone and got so fucked up i just stomped to starhub and bought a stupid ugly leather case for 20bucks. and ice cream and milkshake and biscuits and bread which was like 15bucks. i went home and ate it all up. that wasnt even my dinner.

Its time to build up that front again.
Now its gonna be stronger .
lets see how long this takes to fall .

Shoo.

OH MY GOODNESS A CAT JUST CAME INTO OUR HOUSE AND I FREAKED OUT. HAHA. THIS IS THE SECOND TIME.

Green peas.

I realised that exerting myself by excercise makes me feel better. After i ran today i felt better and less unhappy. Its like i ran out my sadness and anger. Swimming is still better tho.

I have not done my art. Shit.

Green peas.

I realised that exerting myself by excercise makes me feel better. After i ran today i felt better and less unhappy. Its like i ran out my sadness and anger. Swimming is still better tho.

I have not done my art. Shit.

Give it my all.

I can't even begin to describe how tired i am. Wiped out doesn't even come close. Ran 2.4km for PE today. Then during training we ran 36 rounds around the court. How crazy is that. Then we did this spiking/aiming drill which is also super tiring. I tried my best & pressed on. How could u give up on me when i haven't and am able to bear with the pain? Everything sucks.

I miss Mama =(

All the best!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH LEW
(aunty)! :)

Wheres that pot of gold???

7-11 Quickbites strawberry roll is nice=) The strawberry taste like ice cream. Haha=)

i hate going to school. im tired of talking & laughing. i choose to shut down. i know i dont mean shit to u, but can i hope? whats the point of acting like you've got the most problems and the saddest life in the entire world when u cant even imagine how much worse others might be going through? it just adds on.

im feeling like a 'hater' or a 'dark one' for the past month. omg that sucks.

Can't stand you.

WHY CAN'T I HAVE MY OWN THINGS? NOT EVERYTHING I OWN IS SUPPOSED TO BE SHARED WITH U. SOMETHINGS ARE MINE AND THEY ARE IMPORTANT TO ME. NOT EVERYTHING IS ALSO YOURS . STOP BEING SO FUCKING PAMPERED!!!

Fight!

I wasted a weekend of my youth away. I can't even bring myself to sit down and get more homework done! I am pitying myself. Haha. But really honestly seriously, I want my back to heal asap! It sucks not being able to jump/bend/stretch, even sit and walk properly. 14 only behaving like an old grandmother liao=(

I miss training. Yes its 100% true.

I wanted to post a picture of David Lambert(he's super cute!) but i realised that the whole bar thing is missing. Blogger u sux!!!

p/s : the cream inside the oreo is getting more and more sticky! Last time peel once then the whole peice of cream come out, now cannot take out already. bad quality tsk.

Screwed.

I need to deal with problems, not eat to try and forget them.
Come on guys, lets stop trying to kid ourselves, it isn't working.

Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before.

I'm tired of fighting it. stfu.
----------------------------
it was a mistake.
i wasn't ready to let go.

Drained.

Mum : Don't cry over spilt milk.
Elaine : Don't spill the milk la!
Mum : In case u spill.
Elaine : Den just clean it up lor.

Did i mention, today's math class was the WORST!
I was fighting off sleep like * for 40min of the lesson.
tired to the maxxx!
Oh and my head fell off from my hand causing me to jerk damn hard.
I was sleep talking yesterday night haha !

Shining star.

I gotta stop feeling so negative and stop trying to drown myself in food! omg i think i've gained 5kgs nao!!!

The dog is horny and the cat watches porn. Dirty!!!

Thanks for making my life miserable ah. You always do that which makes me damnnn sad which is stupid which is why i'm planning to build a wall of berlin for my emotions!!! HA! IN YOUR FACE! you're not going to hurt me again!!!=) HEHEHE .

Some people really make me smile=) they're so damn sweet and cute and i always feel the warm bubbly feeling inside me!=) luv u muchies!

BLOGGER POSTING PAGE GOT THIS WEIRD FORMAT THEN IDK HOW TO ENLARGE MY FONT !!! irritating la.

The warm butter cake melted in my mouth. Mmm...

It feels good to laugh a little after all that. Today was a much better day than other days of this month. Went to chan's place to bake coooooooookies . i think mine is damn ugly but it tastes like subway's. Haha. i'm sleeping like in 4 mins ^^ tired. I laughed at " Shayn go diet " And " ________ look like monkey!!!" Hahaha the white monkey really damn freaking funny. and kim's tortoise face made me lmao. I'm having food phobia omg i can't believe a day like this will come!!! i feel really sick and full.

i was lazy to blog. in case u were wondering.

Forever is nothing

See criticism as advice to perform better, not words to hurt/ lower your self-esteem.Okkk elaine must WORK 10000000000000000000x harder! Be focussed and serious during trainings. Be strong and don't give up. TRY MY BEST AND I WILL IMPROVE!!! This is my goal and commitment.

Sorry cassandra and jolene,and all, for dragging you guys down. Sorry(x128468325479836)

Nobody really truly sincerely wants to care for me. lol. i'm damn insignificant, just like a breeze brushing past u guys, not even a cloud. that was really emo but i really wanted to blog it out. wow.

Please, could I have more of that wonderful soup?

You know just now a weird thing happend. I was outside guardian staring at some chair thing when this weird retarded guy came to me and asked me if i was a swimmer. HAAHAHHA! den my dad was like why u wanna know den he started to say i look like a swimmer and pointed to my legs blahblah. DAMN WEIRD LA! he kept blabbering abt swimming and he's 36 and he wanna go buy a rubber float blahblah and kept touching himself! So my dad asked him : Are u having a fever?Go see a doctor la. LOL!!! Hahahhaha! HE WAS REALLY FEELING HIMSELF ALL OVER FOR FEVER LA! In the end he was chased away and he was still mumbling about seeing the doctor and swimming. Crazy guy!!!

Okay i will thank jasmine for accompanying me today. tired to the max! I went to eat nice food HEHE!

Shit man i'm tired everyday. this is bad. Oh yes there's worse. I've got to take pills EVERYDAY lah! Damn sad life right.

Some of you might have noticed i've been walking weirdly. Jasmine just mentioned it to me, not that i didn't already know. My back hurts alot.

These days there's always a sharp pain shooting up my spine whenever i walk. JUST BY WALKING IT HURTS!!! =( Pity me pls.

Almost a year ago it was just like a dull ache in my back whenever i played sports, then a few months later it became more intenstified and a little more piercing, and not only during sports but when i sit down or bend. Now it has reached its worst(or so i hope) The pain is AWESOME and freaking sharp and it's like 24/7 following me. So irritating.

My dad suggested(no i mean forced the idea upon me) that i should go see a doctor like tmr because its really bad and i'm scared when i grow old i can't bend down like my ahma although i know hers is because she was inactive in her younger days and her kneecaps are stiff. Haha okay i'm being stupid.

Please worry for me(this is optional)^^ haha okay goodbye.

No sir, it was I that took the bread.

There's smth wrong with my blogger posting page!!!

I just finished tuition and i'm damnnn tired~ Even though i slept for the whole cf lesson which mr lim took over cuz mdm afrose was on maternity leave^^ Congrats !(she's pregnant!) Mr lim is a cool ft. haha!

Math wasnt cool today because i was accused of dreaming ystd and i know how to find the volume lor.

I want to lodge a complaint against a samsung staff working at causeway point!

Wow i tell you her service was freaking AMAZING pl0x! She IGNORED us the customers! Plus we were asking politely for like a million times then she freaking hell act like we were invisible and just picked up the phone and made a call which didn't sounded important in ANY WAY and she's supposed to be WORKING which means attending to US THE CUSTOMERS. we weren't even asking unreasonable questions ! Like what's the name of the phone i wanna know cannot ah!

excuse me lor aunty what for u were hired to work there?! u are supposed to answer our questions right?! there wasn't even any other customers enquiring anything lah! and u call this CUSTOMER SERVICE. makes my blood boil. it was my first time encountering such a horrible service.

My mom encouraged me to call samsung( i took a long time to find their contact number) and lodge a complaint tmr. Which i might consider although its quite a waste of time, its still quite worth it to see her get FIRED(if possible). fired and SACKED and FRIED like a cuttlefish.haha u deserve it. call yourself a CUSTOMER SERVICE STAFF. i give you my fungus growing feet and throw it in your face lady.

afterwards i went to buy lots of food and came home to enjoy them. i think i gained 3 kgs HAHA! Okay so cool i'm having indigestion.=0

Drowning in work.

Wtf i'm having D&T tmr alr so fast lah!!! Wow i'm wasting my time blogging but hey i gotta have a rest y'know. anyway chinese is due tmr also maybe thr's ting xie !!!whao man i didn't know haha! Okay byebye i going to chiong already !

Homeworks are just a waste of papers

Hello i'm just so pharking stressed pl0x. i feel like i'm behind on homework and studies and whtever but hor idk what is my homework!!! I only know i haven't even started on my D&T HBL which is due like last wk or smth then i'm having D&T on tue which is so fast! Can i just continue taking home econs -.- Tmr i have art and i heard we were supposed to do some portrait drawing or whatever. Chinese ah... oh yes i just remembered we have zuo wen . shitting hiao. Got heymath and math txtbk qns plsplspls tell me thrs no homework for other subs??? =( If have you better sms me ah!!! Meow cheer up!=)

Barack Obama has twitter hahaha!

Gisele Bündchen

Whao Gisele Bündchen and Han Chae Young damn hawt!!! im mesmerized. kk i no time post already lah i update tmr or smth=) adiós amigos.

Cranberries Blueberries Cranberries Blueberries

Aiya i having stomach ache now=( Indigestion again. Damn pathetic ok!!!

My mother just scolded me and for like the first time in almost a year, i shouted back at her-.-' i was really feeling diao already then she scolded me because my studying table was messy! TOTAL RUBBISH RIGHT!!! The messier the better,then it shows that i've been studying what. plus i got so many textbooks whr will i put ittttttttttttttt. Idiot lah always make my life difficult!!!

I was boiling until i went to exercise then i perspired all my inner heat out LOL . this is such a good way to vent your anger lor, must learn^^ Not like you go cut urself and self-inflict hurt!!! Thats one of the most stupid things to do. But if you're really cannot take it already might as well you go take sleeping pills and kill yourself ok.(if u really do that means u're even more stupid than i thought)

Michael Jackson became damn famous again after he die. Wtf?!

A Little Bit Longer

Got the news today doctor said I had to stay
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
When I thought it'd all been done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got until it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know

All this time goes by, still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
Waiting on a cure but none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got until it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, know, know

But you don't know what you got until it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low, yeah
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, yeah, whoa, yeah
You don't even know

So I'll wait 'til kingdom come
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
I'll be fine

Here I am

I had Chewy Juniors today ^^ 2 ! Yummmmmmmm -drool-

So Yesterday

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes
But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today'cause

[Chorus:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough
Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today'cause

[Chorus 2X]

Decode.

Sian diao. I very lazy to blog leh.
TAG PLEASE.

Permanent

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if
I tell you I won't go away today

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask Oh God is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it's all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away
But still you say

Will you think that you're all alone when no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent
I'm permanent

Is the moment where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry.

Only cowards run away/

I'm quite tired. We had training today even though it was slack but i still tired leh. I think because i got up very early. Why don't school consider opening afternoon session. Everyone squeeze in one session plus so many people complaining that we gotta wake up early, like put half morning half afternoon or smth la! Haha okay i don't have time already maybe i'll continue tmr(like real) haha YES MY PACKAGE ARRIVED WOOHOO! :D

Its the climb

The back of my neck is bruised HAHA! i think i knocked it while lifting the weight today. I went for my first gym trg today! Heheheeeeeeeeee damn fun ah ! Quite shuang eh but a little tiring when doing it. Plus zp said my build is small, and will be more tough for me. I couldn't do the bench press with weights(max3kg) ! HAhaha! i was feeling damn noob but the bar is already 20kg. Tien say will build up your chest one hahaha!!! Me and joey were doing same weight and all. The two beginners LOL:D My body is on the way to achingness already ;D Looking forward to next week's! I'm gonna perservere for the sake of improvement baby.

Come back to me.

You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror
Looking back at you

You say you're leavin
As you look away
I know theres really nothin left to say
Just know i'm here
Whenever you need me
I'll wait for you

So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

Take your time i wont go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

And i hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you come back to me

I can't get close if your not there
I can't get inside if theres no soul to bear
I can't fix you i can't save you
Its something you have to do

So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me
Come back to me

So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

And i hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you come back to me

When you find you come back to me
When you find you come back to me
When you find you come back to me

Fly on the wall.

Hihihihi! I had training today. I'm so going weights tmr. Tell me what to blog about leh!!!Oh yah everytime i tie hair jasmine never go training/ hahaha! :D

I had a really nice chat with faithy. haha^^ As i spoke i began to understand, and it was nice to have someone once in a while to hear me out without judgement. Cuz i usually find myself with people who got as much to say as what i have to share.(birds of the same feathers flock together) Its really comforting to talk to her=)

I went to have dinner with tien joey pp adel. It was awesome as usual. I've never and will never get tired of them!!!^^ I love you four babes!!!:D I thank God for giving me such amazing friends like you guys. Although i really fucking hell regret going to phs, now i think if i didn't go then i wouldn't have a chance to get to know such wonderful girls.