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Agh I'm so tired of this fucking shitass feeling! Feel so overwhelmed, like I'm finally gonna burst but I can't! I really wanna tell someone but I don't know how -_- ahhh so annoying~ I don't think I can pass my eoys :/

One less trouble

Maybe I gave you the wrong signs and led you on unknowingly, but when you say 'i know you love me', how can I bear to tell you that you are wrong? That it isn't what you think? If only I'd been more straightforward, I would have saved you from all the pain. Sorry, it just isn't you, it isnt anybody either.

Don't look back

I can't even differentiate between being upset or being angry anymore. Wahhhhhh i am very ~ now.

Karma is calling

Hi i've reopened my blog. If i were a reader i wouldn't be checking this link anymore since it has been locked/privated for ages. Anyw i decided to unprivate it cuz things are getting more interesting than usual recently(not all good) and i want to blog about them. I am too lazy to invite people + no point spending time typing an entry and nobody gets to see it right? ^^ I don't believe it, i just took 20 mins just writing this nonsense haha. Ok i'll post again later since i don't have to go to sch tmr~

19 july 2010

I proposed to cursing again on fb:D haha yay!
feel much more comfortable with that.
Ok idk why i'm blogging about this-.-
hi lejie and joey!!! hahaha
Today was ok la, quite boring
My tuition just ended,
brains were sleeping through most of it haha
O LVL CHINESE LISTENING COMPRE tmr!
Plzplzplz don't let me fall asleep.
I dont even know what time i'm taking it.
hahahaha ok just felt like typing many 'ha's
i ate too much, exploding!
bye

I MISS TIEN AND CHANTALLE.
and i'm probably getting a new phone number tmr
( not that anybody else apart from lejie and joey will know)

18july

I woke up quite late today, but my mom was later than me= no lunch:( yeah but Nicole woke her up anyway and asked her to go and buy:D theres tons of tests this coming week, quite looking forward to it since it's like having a goal to work towards ( not that I've actually studied or did anything to help me pass) yeah so I've been eating and slacking the whole day:) tired. Byebye

18 July

I cannot stand it!!!
i cannot take the responsibility la!
idk why sometimes people are so sensitive
And why are u people judging others when u don't know them!
Everyone judges people la,
but can u at least respect the person enough to not say it out?
Fuming alr, i have good temper recently
but there are things which i still cannot stand. fuck
its like the same thing happening all over again
im reminded of the same person
only now its worse

Don't comment la

Eh can those chinese people dont comment on my post alr, what ever the heck u saying is not related to my post! 你们不要在乱乱写东西在我的POST了!

Homeworkkkkkkkkk

To do list:
1) Read Chinese book
2) Do a book review for the above
3) Chinese compo
4) Physics ws
5) Chemistry paper
6) Heymath
7) History notes
8) SS notes

This is the only way to remind myself, at last my blog has come to be useful.

Today is a day like any other, not quite

Training with thai youth team by thai coaches last evening and this afternoon! Seriously the reason i'm even bothering to blog now is that i want to rmb this event-.- All my other days are the same ole same ole, i might as well copy and paste every post.

Anyw their drills are fun! But fast and furious, tiring! We focused on moving and defence, impt skills cuz we don't rly move our legs or bend low enough. Lots of running and gun di today, walao i got abrasion on my knee and countless of bruises. I deserved it la since i'm not supposed to go down on my knees during gun di, but i just didn't have time to think of the supposed steps to gun di, i just thought of saving the damn ball! Plus there were like 3 drills (i think) for gun di, i just kept getting abrased and abrased over and over again on my abrasion.(if there's such a word called abrased but you should get it)

Survivor was ok, short rallies however. My team : Som(Thai #4) Steph and Me! Then game, quite fun lah even though i only got a chance to touch the ball so few times. My team : Mar Hui Min, Alessandra, Jana, Som, #10 and Me!

I couldn't get thru my shower without a cloth stuffed into my mouth. Actually i didn't have a cloth in my mouth at first but there were complains that i was shouting too loudly in the bathroom. The abrasion caused me so much pain hahaha, luckily i never put the iodine medicine if not i will faint i think. ( I AM NOT BEING A BABY ABOUT IT! )

hchsknights08

I know i'm supposed to be studying but this evil thing we call the " Internet " just keeps calling my name:( But i get to listen to awesome music like this :

the weather sux!!! sweating like a pig although im sitting in front of a fan. bye im going to sleep. i havent studied at all. thanks everyone for the present i'll post more tmr bye

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& happy 2 years 4 months with my spouse
Goh Ke Xin

3 May 2010

I'm officially fifteen.

Nothing much today, i slept till late, woke up and went for a buffet lunch. I ate alot of cake and the other stuff. I bought a cute hello kitty mouse:D But my sis just had to copy me. No present:( Haha, but it was nice to spend my birthday with my family. I should stop procrastinating but i can't bring myself to study!

Thanks those who wished my via sms or fb or whatever! May God bless all of you wonderful people!

2may

Today was, as what pp said,
' A well spent day ' :)

Met pp at amk at 3pm today to celebrate our bday in advance!!! :D We went to orchard ion with inappropriate attire LOL but it was comfortable enough:D We were met by an awesome surprise - A birthday cake decorated by kim and chan!!! THANKS i was damn touched! Then pp and i tried to walk to cineleisure but got lost and wasted a lot of time, but its fun exploring with pp! ^-^ Took neoprints at cineleisure!!! DAMN FUN but NOT ENOUGH TIME=( We headed to the cinema's ticketing booth floor and ate our cake. Actually we looked quite loserly eating the cake by ourselves haha, took alot of pictures! Which i will upload tmr. Afterwhich had dinner and went to Center Point ( we got lost also, waste so much time!) specially to go to Marks & Spencers to buy Percy Pig! He should be honoured. But still pp's gonna eat him and share with me:D Rebound train and HSH yay a good day bye

A leopard doesnt change its spots

What will it take for me to win again?

Uneventful day, i wasted my Saturday away as usual.

Is it too much to wish for sincerity for that one special day?

Masks of fear

I just did some shocking things... Haha even I myself can hardly believe it. Btw ppl are starting to go on hiatus since exams are starting, but on the contrary i'm going OFF hiatus:D hehe because my awesome baby is back!!! YAY i'm so glad;)

First things first, I've reconnected with my BFF!!! My honey's a secret, don't tell you!=p I'm so glad to have Honey back, (btw the name honey should give u a hint if u haven't the slightest clue) and to know that God has been blessing H! Okay i'm so happy right now but I'm kinda rushing since I'm obliged to be back in my room in 5 mins(not forced, willingly agreed:O)

Second things second, the SHOCKING EVENTS of the night.

1) I actually felt full after dinner, most probably thanks to my eating LUNCH at 4 and dinner at 6.

2) Hell of a screaming night, but i wasn't the target, fortunately (or unfortunately, since my sis was the victim)

3) I cheered my sister up and talked sense into her!(or so i hope it went into her)

4) My sister's pee somehow ended up all over the floor(don't ask its disgusting)

5) I helped to clean it up!!!!! And got it on my hands!

6) I scrubbed and disinfected my hands so many times till it became wrinkled. I still don't feel clean. =(

7) My mom said I'm becoming more of a nice caring big sister! Woohoo.

***I am working on improving myself. =) with effect IMMEDIATELY. ***

My pencil case is filled only with black pens now, so emo. HAHA but exams NO CHOICE

Hello

I went online and realised that i actually blocked alot of ppl. I should just delete them since i don't plan to unblock anyw, but i'm just too lazy! :D

Anyway, this week was a little bit more interesting than the last. I discovered a number of things that made my jaw drop... Though its worthy of gossiping about i shan't reveal anything, i'll respect other's privacy! Do to others what you want others to do unto yourself :D My birthday is coming in less than a month, so excited! Plus its on a holiday!!! I don't dare to hope for anything lest i be disappointed (this is not a hint even though it can be taken as one)

Its rather nice to note that some people don't really change wholely, they still call you alien like they did eons ago, they still laugh with that unique tone, they still are seen texting 24/7. Its probably these things that are most memorable and that makes u love them for who they are.

Joey asked me today: ' When you feel yourself upset or changed in a negative way, do you blame it on the people around you or the situation you're in? ' I believe its interlinked. Change is inevitable, after all. We can't blame others for change, nor can we blame the situations we're being placed in, neither can we put the blame entirely on our selves. So i guess we just can accept and deal with those unhappiness and change, just take it in our stride! Good night. God Bless:D

A rare post

My day was well spent today! School was hell long, mine ended at 3.20pm cuz of physics prac which dragged till we completed our worksheet. I'm not really used to having a male for my lab partner..... mainly because i think they're either a) too messy, b) too careless, c) too (not) serious. Hahaha yahla very picky la! i screwed up my math and lit test today, bs-ed all the way for hist yesterday and english yesterday!=(

After sch i went with joey to bishan library's cafe! :) yay i had a wonderful time. Joey left and i studied with tien jinyi jean joel shaun and some other person. I ate and ate and ate continuously:D But now i'm feeling damn full and uncomfortable. We left the library and went to pastamania to eat yet again, + 3 subway cookies! And i had bubble tea at admiralty-.-

I realise that when i'm free, i eat and eat and eat non stop, but when i'm busy i don't have time to eat! Thats why i get fat during hols - too free already. Okay la i'm super addicted to reversi now:)

hiatus

My computer crashed. For good. =( I had all my pictures from 2008 till 2010! Pictures and chat logs that aren't available ANYWHERE else! i was pretty upset but my cousin's gonna try to restore my data, meanwhile i've got no other means of going online except via 1) my dad's laptop, 2) my sister's desktop. No privacy, i don't like. ( btw i'm using dad's since it loads faster.) hopefully without internet's distraction i'll be able to complete my homework on time! haha kidding, i've yet to start on my weekend homework. neither have i any plans to start yet, and i won't be updating for quite some time probably. p/s i had a great time ytd with you 6!!! luv u BABES;D