I don't know i don't know i don't know!!! Hypocrites like me like you like them just spoils everything in the universe. Oh dear me and you, we're just so not innocent like we make ourselves to be, we all want to win. Yup win win win, of course, we want to look good by winning. This is a fact - You are not better than me, so stop acting like that. I'm not saying I'm damn great or w/e but i can't stand it when everything becomes my fault because you can't see yourself!!! I hope you see soon, because I am really really really reaching my limits. I'm not expecting myself to confide in you anymore.
Hello Grace, I really miss being BFFs with you
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Friday, October 30, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
28 OCTOBER 2009
2 Faith 2009 =)
p/s : me and yanxiu look alike! Hahas!
Ke Xin made a pretty cookie for me! <333333 I have a picture of it, upload it next time! Grace's cookies are nice too!=D
Museum today! :D
- Bus ride there was a headache for us -.-
- Sat with BANANA my love!:D
- I slept on her shirt. Mmm^^
- Bananas explored the museum together!
- Tien screamed becuz li nan popped out. ( HAHA )
- Bus ride back was so peaceful
- Training at CCAB!=D
- Rather disappointed at smth
- I finally touched the ballzzz!
- Happy to play ball again=)
- Bus back to sch
- Joey and I were singing on the bus
- Went to sch to eat free food HAHA
- Headed to market to eat again
It has been a long day, but so enjoyable! Hahas;D except a part during training, quite upset=( Nevermind! U-16 is coming soon, JY GIRLS! Luv u all :D
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Believe in me.
Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins.
1 Peter 4:8
I just found out from FACEBOOK that we have history tour or whatever tmr!!! I didn't get the consent form leh!!! And kass says its until 2.30pm. And we're supposed to be going to CCAB for trg tmr-.-
U-16 Fixtures is out on VAS website. CHECK IT OUT ! http://www.vas.org.sg/uploads/articles/U13_U16_Fixtures_Revised_2.pdf
I'm going to resume training WITH BALLZ tmr. U-16 is in less than a week, and with so many ppl gone its gonna be hard on the rest, so my injury or whatever shall not be an excuse=) I don't wanna go there wearing my jersey and knowing that i'm not in the right physical condition to play.Whats the point if i do that? its just like " flower " -.- no thx. But i'm afraid my physical state is not as strong as my mental one-.-'
1 Peter 4:8
I just found out from FACEBOOK that we have history tour or whatever tmr!!! I didn't get the consent form leh!!! And kass says its until 2.30pm. And we're supposed to be going to CCAB for trg tmr-.-
U-16 Fixtures is out on VAS website. CHECK IT OUT ! http://www.vas.org.sg/uploads/articles/U13_U16_Fixtures_Revised_2.pdf
I'm going to resume training WITH BALLZ tmr. U-16 is in less than a week, and with so many ppl gone its gonna be hard on the rest, so my injury or whatever shall not be an excuse=) I don't wanna go there wearing my jersey and knowing that i'm not in the right physical condition to play.Whats the point if i do that? its just like " flower " -.- no thx. But i'm afraid my physical state is not as strong as my mental one-.-'
Monday, October 26, 2009
Jayjay the Jetplane!
I am going to get back to real training ( with BALLZ ) ASAP!!! For the past few trainings i could only do pts and strengthening my back. Plzplzplz faster recover. Ok the back-strengthening thing i think i doing wrongly or whatever because everyday it seems to hurt more even when i'm walking. So annoying!!!
Hehe i'm prayin every nite!=D Praying gives me peace and strength and hope! Thank You amazing God! :D Yay! Ok i'm feeling happy for no reason but SMILE anyway!
Jiayi gave me a letter today which totally made my day! Damn sweet! Kept me smilin=D thx!!!
Elaine go learn your scales!!! I think i'm going to try and master " Wake Me Up When September Ends " on the piano woohoo! =D My neighbour has been playing Fur Elise for hours
Aiya my post today super choppy cuz i'm being entertained by RIS LOW thus causing my memory to go BOOMZ and i can't really rmb what i want to blog about.
Hehe i'm prayin every nite!=D Praying gives me peace and strength and hope! Thank You amazing God! :D Yay! Ok i'm feeling happy for no reason but SMILE anyway!
Jiayi gave me a letter today which totally made my day! Damn sweet! Kept me smilin=D thx!!!
Elaine go learn your scales!!! I think i'm going to try and master " Wake Me Up When September Ends " on the piano woohoo! =D My neighbour has been playing Fur Elise for hours
Aiya my post today super choppy cuz i'm being entertained by RIS LOW thus causing my memory to go BOOMZ and i can't really rmb what i want to blog about.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Lmao!
FREAKING FUNNY!!! HAHA! His version of With You by Chris Brown more funny! { CLICK! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hidgmkAH3Ik } But don't have the embed code=(
A thousand miles
I think i have slight food poisoningT_T i've been having diarrhea for 2 days and cramps and feel like shieeeeet. The person who poisoned my food is lucky because i ate many things so i don't know which was poisoned. Stupid idiot i was awaken in the middle of the night because the cramps were killing me and i needed to shit.
Oh yah i'm quite irritated because the u-16 fixxtures are not out yet and i need to arrange to collect my passport with my mom and she is scolding meee
Oh yah i'm quite irritated because the u-16 fixxtures are not out yet and i need to arrange to collect my passport with my mom and she is scolding meee
Tien tien wo ai ni!
24/10/09 :
- nua outside the hall w/ banana! :D
- laughed alot
- did some weights
- cannot play ball!!!=(
- bored!!!
We talked with the p6 guy today. He's quite irritating haha
Tien took off her bandage. INSIDE GOT A PILE SHIT!!! HAHAHA!
I GOT TAKE PHOTO AS PROOF OK!
Want to c? Ask me =D!
QUEEN! GET WELL SOON! FRIENDLY!
Kim, take good care of urself, u-16 is here alr, don't fall sick=D
- nua outside the hall w/ banana! :D
- laughed alot
- did some weights
- cannot play ball!!!=(
- bored!!!
We talked with the p6 guy today. He's quite irritating haha
Tien took off her bandage. INSIDE GOT A PILE SHIT!!! HAHAHA!
I GOT TAKE PHOTO AS PROOF OK!
Want to c? Ask me =D!
QUEEN! GET WELL SOON! FRIENDLY!
Kim, take good care of urself, u-16 is here alr, don't fall sick=D
Saturday, October 24, 2009
May i have this dance?
page 1
page 2
page 3
page 4
Dark blue - Elaine
Light blue - Kexin
Aiya we were limited to only 5 words per person ! Hahas! We were really damn bored during the thing so -.-''' We acutally drew harry and harriet but my scanner damn slow so i decided to scan it another time. Aiya i'm busy chatting with a cute girl -inserts pervertic look- HAHA! i MIGHT update ltr =D
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Who am I?
Flee from youthful lusts; but pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart.
2 Timothy 2:22
Today was quite boring for me=) I shall list my day out in point form
- I attended the student leadership thing
- We sat in the chapel basement
- My butt damn pain!
- I talked to cursing=DDD
- We wrote a story in crayons^^
- I shall scan it soon.
I update again later!
Part 2 :
I am currently extremely happy! Hahaha! Nobody knows why...so mysterious...haha okay lah im being damn lame! Good bye!
2 Timothy 2:22
Today was quite boring for me=) I shall list my day out in point form
- I attended the student leadership thing
- We sat in the chapel basement
- My butt damn pain!
- I talked to cursing=DDD
- We wrote a story in crayons^^
- I shall scan it soon.
I update again later!
Part 2 :
I am currently extremely happy! Hahaha! Nobody knows why...so mysterious...haha okay lah im being damn lame! Good bye!
WHO AM I - Casting Crowns
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Meant to be
I've placed my faith and trust in the Lord,
And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.
2 Corinthians 9:8
I prayed alot today, my day didn't go well. But there were some okay moments.
Negative
Reasons :
1. i acted/behaved badly to joey
2. i paid the class fund ( 12$!!! )
3. i had evil thoughts about my friends
4. i was jealous -.-
5. i wasn't allowed to play ball
Positive
Reasons :
1. i didn't say hurtful things
2. i finally paid my class fund
3. i prayed after i had those evil thoughts
4. i didn't let my jealousy control me:D
5. i managed to sneak in some vb time during pe HEHE
Oh yah its my parents wedding anniversary today and we went to have steamboat @ crystal jade. Quite nice .
I just feel so irritated by nothing and everything now. My comp is lagging so sorry no songz today/ ciaos
And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.
2 Corinthians 9:8
I prayed alot today, my day didn't go well. But there were some okay moments.
Negative
Reasons :
1. i acted/behaved badly to joey
2. i paid the class fund ( 12$!!! )
3. i had evil thoughts about my friends
4. i was jealous -.-
5. i wasn't allowed to play ball
Positive
Reasons :
1. i didn't say hurtful things
2. i finally paid my class fund
3. i prayed after i had those evil thoughts
4. i didn't let my jealousy control me:D
5. i managed to sneak in some vb time during pe HEHE
Oh yah its my parents wedding anniversary today and we went to have steamboat @ crystal jade. Quite nice .
I just feel so irritated by nothing and everything now. My comp is lagging so sorry no songz today/ ciaos
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Smooothieee
Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
-Romans 5:1-5
My passport photo quite screwed lah but too bad my mom already submitted the application form hahas! My hair looks silly in the photo and the stupid woman don't let me take more shots!!! She keep insisting only can have two takes then choose one-.-' Nevermind i don't stare my passport everyday so its fine.
I've gotten back all my results except for art which i most probably will pass because there's no reason to fail me because i did my 3 peices of prep work. Can't say i'm very pleased with my results but well...i am content. I think. Quite disappointed in my chinese result but at least i passed this time
Chinese - 58/110
D&T - 54/100
Math - 63/80
Science - 80.5/100
English - 71/110
History - 52/80
I really want to thank and praise God for creating miracles:)
My thoughts and actions are split into - the heart, the mind and the body. The heart tells me not to give up, the mind reminds me about the commitment, but the body is just giving up on me.
-Romans 5:1-5
My passport photo quite screwed lah but too bad my mom already submitted the application form hahas! My hair looks silly in the photo and the stupid woman don't let me take more shots!!! She keep insisting only can have two takes then choose one-.-' Nevermind i don't stare my passport everyday so its fine.
I've gotten back all my results except for art which i most probably will pass because there's no reason to fail me because i did my 3 peices of prep work. Can't say i'm very pleased with my results but well...i am content. I think. Quite disappointed in my chinese result but at least i passed this time
Chinese - 58/110
D&T - 54/100
Math - 63/80
Science - 80.5/100
English - 71/110
History - 52/80
I really want to thank and praise God for creating miracles:)
My thoughts and actions are split into - the heart, the mind and the body. The heart tells me not to give up, the mind reminds me about the commitment, but the body is just giving up on me.
EVACUATE THE DANCE FLOOR - Cascada
Turn up the music
Let's get out on the floor
I'll let it move it
Come and give me some more
Watch me getting physical and out of control
There's people watching me
I never miss a beat
Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cos it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cos it feels like a overdose
(Feels like an overdose)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground
My body's aching
System overload
Temperature's rising
I'm about to explode
Watch me I'm intoxicated
Taking the show
It's got me hypnotized
Everybody step aside
Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cos it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cos it feels like a overdose
(Feels like an overdose)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground
Come on and evacuate
Feel the clubbers heating up
Move on and accelerate
Push it to the top
Come on and evacuate
Feel the clubbers heating up
Move on and accelerate
You don't have to be afraid
Now guess who's back with a brand new track
That got everybody in the club going mad
So everybody in the back get your back up on the wall
And just shake that thang
Go crazy, yo lady, yo baby
Let me see you work that thing
Now drop it down low, low
Let me see you take it to the dancefloor, yo
(Everybody in the club!)
Evacuate the dancefloor
(Everybody in the club!)
I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground
Turn up the music
Let's get out on the floor
I'll let it move it
Come and give me some more
Watch me getting physical and out of control
There's people watching me
I never miss a beat
Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cos it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cos it feels like a overdose
(Feels like an overdose)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground
My body's aching
System overload
Temperature's rising
I'm about to explode
Watch me I'm intoxicated
Taking the show
It's got me hypnotized
Everybody step aside
Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cos it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cos it feels like a overdose
(Feels like an overdose)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground
Come on and evacuate
Feel the clubbers heating up
Move on and accelerate
Push it to the top
Come on and evacuate
Feel the clubbers heating up
Move on and accelerate
You don't have to be afraid
Now guess who's back with a brand new track
That got everybody in the club going mad
So everybody in the back get your back up on the wall
And just shake that thang
Go crazy, yo lady, yo baby
Let me see you work that thing
Now drop it down low, low
Let me see you take it to the dancefloor, yo
(Everybody in the club!)
Evacuate the dancefloor
(Everybody in the club!)
I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground
Monday, October 19, 2009
True love waits.
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 8:38-39
Romans 8:38-39
I'm gonna go woodlands to take my passport photo soon........the horror! I've only slept for a maximum of 6hours since i reached home at about 1am and managed to nua until 4am and went to bed(unwillingly) and woke up at 9+am ^^ Haha obviously i'm in a zombie-like state but it doesn't matter anyway since i couldn't go for trg. I was eating eating eating for the whole day since there was nth else to do... Such a boring life! Plzzz don't let my passport photo be ugly cuz i gotta have it for 5 years !!! Oh yah damn cheat leh now last time 10 years then renew once now 5 years only!!! Its such a waste of time and money to keep going to renew pazzportz-.-'
I think i'm gonna make a wonderful promise to God today. Maybe i'll tell joey or tien or pp later=D
DON'T TRUST ME-3OH!3
Black dress, with the tights underneath
I've got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth
And she's an actress (actress), but she ain't got no need
She's got money from her parents and a trust fund back east
T-t-t-tongue's always pressed to your cheeks
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girl's teeth
Tell your boyfriend, if he says he's got beef
That I'm a vegetarian, and I ain't fuckin' scared of him
She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)
X's on the back of your hands
Wash them in the bathroom and drink like the bands
And the setlist (setlist) you stole off the stage
Has red and purple lipstick all over the page
B-b-b-bruises cover your arms
Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm
And the best is (the best is), no one knows who you are
Just another girl alone at the bar
[Don't Trust Me Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)
Shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)
Black dress, with the tights underneath
I've got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth
And she's an actress (actress), but she ain't got no need
She's got money from her parents and a trust fund back east
T-t-t-tongue's always pressed to your cheeks
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girl's teeth
Tell your boyfriend, if he says he's got beef
That I'm a vegetarian, and I ain't fuckin' scared of him
She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)
X's on the back of your hands
Wash them in the bathroom and drink like the bands
And the setlist (setlist) you stole off the stage
Has red and purple lipstick all over the page
B-b-b-bruises cover your arms
Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm
And the best is (the best is), no one knows who you are
Just another girl alone at the bar
[Don't Trust Me Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)
Shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)
Baby can i see your smile?
Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong.
1 Corinthians 16:13
Today was rather enjoyable for me, cuz i've not gone out for ages on wkends to have fun!!!Thank the indians, its deepavali holiday! Haha! But joey left early.=( I extended my curfew for the sake of watching a 9+pm movie, but in the end it was canceled hahas. Still, we played until quite late and had to take a cab home which costs 35$ -_- waste my money!!! And hor if i took the train i would reach home earlier !!!=( eating junkfood now and playing on fb =D
1 Corinthians 16:13
Today was rather enjoyable for me, cuz i've not gone out for ages on wkends to have fun!!!Thank the indians, its deepavali holiday! Haha! But joey left early.=( I extended my curfew for the sake of watching a 9+pm movie, but in the end it was canceled hahas. Still, we played until quite late and had to take a cab home which costs 35$ -_- waste my money!!! And hor if i took the train i would reach home earlier !!!=( eating junkfood now and playing on fb =D
STAND IN THE RAIN - Superchick
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Tien, be strong.
I can't say how much i wanna get rid of the pain, i can't express my frustration in any other form! I'm really really trying my hardest, putting in effort to improve. The pain
restricts me from using strength. HOW TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL W/O BEING ABLE TO USE STRENGTH? Boss told me : "Cannot go on like this for your back, why not u continue coming training but don't train? Just come here play ball etc loh ." Tears just came out, i just cannot understand la!!! Grrr so frustrating. Aiyaaa i wanna scream and cry!!! But i know i must be STRONG. How can i overcome???
USE SOMEBODY - Kings of Leon
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Friday, October 16, 2009
uh oh
Got back our papers today, i dont even want to remember! I can't say how muchhh i am disappointed in my results. Ok my compre has been weak all along aiya then literature so-so. History wasn't very good either. Goodbye triple science for real. I don't think i'm even eligible to appeal for it already loh. I kept asking myself : Why couldn't i be more disciplined? Why didn't i study a little harder? Why should i let myself regret??? Goshhh it was a feeling of utter disappointment and hopelessness. Congratulations Joey for getting highest in lit =) pp and cat did well for their english too=)
After sch kx joey cat came to my house to watch The Unborn^^ Bought rainbow icecream and alot of snacks haha! Ok lah i think i ate too much of it pluz i just ate dinner AGAIN =_= feel kind of sick now-.- The Unborn not scary lah i kept my eyez open throughout and didn't even jump or anything hahahaha!!! I missed kx sooo muchhh!!! Had fun =)))
Looking forward to training tmr.=D Ciaos
After sch kx joey cat came to my house to watch The Unborn^^ Bought rainbow icecream and alot of snacks haha! Ok lah i think i ate too much of it pluz i just ate dinner AGAIN =_= feel kind of sick now-.- The Unborn not scary lah i kept my eyez open throughout and didn't even jump or anything hahahaha!!! I missed kx sooo muchhh!!! Had fun =)))
Looking forward to training tmr.=D Ciaos
COWBOY CASANOVA - Carrie Underwood
You better take it from me
That boy is like a disease
Your runnin your tryin to hide and your
wonderin why you cant get free
He's like a curse
He's like a drug
You get addicted to his love
You want to get out but he's holdin you down
cause you cant live without one more
touch
He's a, a good time cowboy casanova leanin
up against the record machine
Looks like a cool drink of water but
He's candy coated misery
He's the devil in disguise
A snake with blue eyes
And he only comes out at night
He gives you feelings that u dont want to
fight
You better run for your life
Oooohhh Ohh
Oooohhh Ohh
I see that look on your face
You aint hearin what I say
So I'll say it again cause I been where
you been and I know how it ends you
cant get away
Dont even look in his eyes
He'll tell you nothin but lies
And you want to believe but you wont be decieved if you listen to me and take my advice
He's a good time cowboy casanova leanin
up against the record machine
Looks like a cool drink of water but
he's candy coated misery
He's the devil in disguise
A snake with blue eyes and he only come
out at night
He gives you feelings that you dont want
to fight
You better run for your life
Run, run away dont let him mess with
your mind
He'll tell you anything you wanna hear
He'll break your heart its jus a matter
of time
But just remember
He's a, a good time cowboy casanova leanin
up against the record machine
Looks like a cool drink of water but
he's candy coated misery
Devil in disguise
A snake with blue eyes and
he only comes out at night
He gives you feelins that you dont want
to fight
You better run for your life
Ooohhh oh
You better run for your life
Ooohhh oh You better run for your life
Oh You better run for your life
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Tag. Please? =(
Hello! I am actually lazy to post but my blog will become boring w/o updates so here i am! :D Went with my babes plus a few others to watch a moooveee! It was great! A korean show about tsunami. Super touching also=) We also had our first training after exams ytd! ^^ Felt good to train again but kind of not used to being active after so many wks haha! I had a good day yesterday esp when me joey and pp were making a song while waiting for tien! woohoo! Except i forgot the lyrics -_-
Today no school plus we got training!^^ Had a good time actually but the pain was awful. Thanks uncle jon for trying to help stretch my back=) After trg went to have "lunch" with joey tien kim @ market. Our trg hour damn weird : 11am-3.30pm So we didn't know when to have our lunch haha! Laughed like crazy birds! I had a goood time=) Luv my babes to the max!!!(except pp not thrT_T)
Adel was injured during training today, please pray for her to recover fast!!! I'll be praying hard too. Get well soon xingan.
Today no school plus we got training!^^ Had a good time actually but the pain was awful. Thanks uncle jon for trying to help stretch my back=) After trg went to have "lunch" with joey tien kim @ market. Our trg hour damn weird : 11am-3.30pm So we didn't know when to have our lunch haha! Laughed like crazy birds! I had a goood time=) Luv my babes to the max!!!(except pp not thrT_T)
Adel was injured during training today, please pray for her to recover fast!!! I'll be praying hard too. Get well soon xingan.
HERE WE GO AGAIN - Paramore
And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back,
These words and hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant
I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not.
And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached
At all times to your hip?
Forget the things we swore we meant.
I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Oh (No, I'm not)
I'll write you to, to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not)
I'm not, I'm not.
And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back...
(No, I'm not)
So we just take it back...
(I'm not)
So we just take it back...
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Dooo eeet babehhh
Hahaha i just found out smth quite disappointing to me and i was smsing banana and my hands shaking like crazy and my mind is processing eons faster than my fingers and i was complaining that touch-screen damn lag and blaming everything and in the end i just typed part of what i wanted to tell her. I feel like screaming crying laughing all at once man. Seriously i'm quite -_- about it haha.
Today was good. We had art exam and it was quite relaxing because we can look at other people work HAHAHA. Oh ya i dreamt about monkey.com!!! hahaha it was super weird cuz i NEVER came across it before and tien's postman dream damn funny!!! Super glad that me banana pp and joey are hanging out again after so long =D Had alot of fun although i made pp's headache worse when i dragged them to eat donuts haha sorry xin-ping-er =p Laughed so hard. love my awesome friends!
I'm feeling quite relaxed cuz its dnt tmr not that its not impt but 1 hr paper only then can go play and then go training can play more woohoo!!!
Today was good. We had art exam and it was quite relaxing because we can look at other people work HAHAHA. Oh ya i dreamt about monkey.com!!! hahaha it was super weird cuz i NEVER came across it before and tien's postman dream damn funny!!! Super glad that me banana pp and joey are hanging out again after so long =D Had alot of fun although i made pp's headache worse when i dragged them to eat donuts haha sorry xin-ping-er =p Laughed so hard. love my awesome friends!
I'm feeling quite relaxed cuz its dnt tmr not that its not impt but 1 hr paper only then can go play and then go training can play more woohoo!!!
RAINBOW - Colbie Caillat
I'm still feelin' the rain fall
And bouncin' off my skin
How long do I have to wait for
The sun to shine again
Come on paint me the rainbows
I can follow it
I don't know where it'll take me
But I like wonderin'
Wherever you are
Where will you be
Are you the same or
Dreamin' after waitin only for me
Waiting for love
Waiting for the same or
Dreamin' on the other side
Hoping no matter how far I'll find my way to you
Followin' a rainbow
I'm gonna stop in the middle
Hang my feet off the edge
I got no reason to worry
I know I'll find the end
That's where you'll be waiting
I hope you don't forget
That I wont quit till I find you
No matter the risk
Wherever you are
Where will you be
Are you the same or
Dreamin' after waiting only for me
Waiting for love
Waiting for the same or
Dreamin' on the other side hoping that
No matter how far I'll find my way to you
Followin' a rainbow
Stuck in my mind
I'm wasting time
I'm still on my own
I never thought that I would find my way
Into the light
Dreamin' to find
Who ever you are
Wherever you are
Where will you be
Are you the same or
Dreamin' on the other side waiting for me
Waiting for love
Waiting for the same or
Dreamin' on the other side hoping that
No matter how far I'll find my way to you
Followin' a rainbow
Ooohooohooohooooh yea yea yea...
I know we're gonna find it
I know we're gonna find it
I'm never gonna let you go
I know I'm gonna find you
I know I'm gonna find you
I wont let you go
Followin' the rainbow
Followin' the rainbow
Followin' followin'
Followin' the rainbow
I'm followin' a rainbow
Whoa whoa whoa...
Followin' the rainbow
Followin' the rainbow
Followin' followin'
Friday, October 9, 2009
Heaven and Earth
Stress really does shit to you. I think many brain cells have been sacrificed for this eoy. Ok so its ironic that i actually have time to BLOG about my mundane life when i'm complaining that exams are killing me.
But i totally screwed up my Math paper today and i'm so -_-'''!!! I don't even feel like screaming helps la! ~_~
Oh yes its science on monday. How much worse can it be? Haha probably a million times more since i've been struggling with it since 5 years ago???
but my family totally understands and i thank them alot for their support=) dad- behaving 101% fatherly [ and acts like my servant woohoo! ] mom - more motherly than usual [ actually bothers about me ] sis - stop picking up fights and glues herself to the com [ i am thankful ]
How sad are the lives of vegetables? They can't worry. *Vegetables = people who are brain dead, not the ones you eat which gives u fibre to prevent constipation.
But i totally screwed up my Math paper today and i'm so -_-'''!!! I don't even feel like screaming helps la! ~_~
Oh yes its science on monday. How much worse can it be? Haha probably a million times more since i've been struggling with it since 5 years ago???
but my family totally understands and i thank them alot for their support=) dad- behaving 101% fatherly [ and acts like my servant woohoo! ] mom - more motherly than usual [ actually bothers about me ] sis - stop picking up fights and glues herself to the com [ i am thankful ]
How sad are the lives of vegetables? They can't worry. *Vegetables = people who are brain dead, not the ones you eat which gives u fibre to prevent constipation.
UNSTOPPABLE - RASCAL FLATTS
Yeah yeah yeah..
Hey
So, so you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Cracked a rib when you hit the wall
Yeah, you've had a pocket full of regrets
Pull you down faster than a sunset
Hey, it happens to us all
When the cold hard rain just won't quit
And you can't see your way out of it
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Love, it wear the ring of stone
Bring you back to being born again
oh, it's a helping hand when you need it most
A lighthouse shining on the coast
That never goes dim
When your heart is full of doubt
And you think that there's no way out
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Like a river keeps on rolling
Like the north wind blowing
Don't it feel good knowing
Yeah
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Love is unstoppable
So you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Love, love is unstoppable
Hey
So, so you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Cracked a rib when you hit the wall
Yeah, you've had a pocket full of regrets
Pull you down faster than a sunset
Hey, it happens to us all
When the cold hard rain just won't quit
And you can't see your way out of it
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Love, it wear the ring of stone
Bring you back to being born again
oh, it's a helping hand when you need it most
A lighthouse shining on the coast
That never goes dim
When your heart is full of doubt
And you think that there's no way out
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Like a river keeps on rolling
Like the north wind blowing
Don't it feel good knowing
Yeah
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Love is unstoppable
So you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Love, love is unstoppable
Friday, October 2, 2009
Wordy post ahead =D
WoOhOo!!! Finally oral is over. Damn glad la! =D I think i screwed it up and my hands were shaking but aiya at least its done already. Super nervous cuz i was the 2nd for chinese. Mr Soon was the O.E and he freaking keep making the sound like he's crying and choking!!! I was quite annoyed cuz i cannot concentrate on the passage PLUS idk how to read it already!!! I don't think he was actually paying attention to me, when i finished reading he was still staring at his own paper for another minute and then looked up and said " 你读好了?" -_-''' The conv qns totally caught me off guard. He even asked me what i thought i failed most in. FAILURE IS THE MOTHER OF SUCCESS!!! hahaha!!! English was ok lah but not as nervous as for chinese ;-) except that i folded the edges of the paper HAHAHA!
ok then i bribed joey to amk hub but ended up i couldn't find the thing i was looking for...=( but i still bought her a bread as payment. I felt like EATING my history papers up. failed it-.-
ok then i bribed joey to amk hub but ended up i couldn't find the thing i was looking for...=( but i still bought her a bread as payment. I felt like EATING my history papers up. failed it-.-
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