I'm tired of fighting it. stfu.
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it was a mistake.
i wasn't ready to let go.

Drained.

Mum : Don't cry over spilt milk.
Elaine : Don't spill the milk la!
Mum : In case u spill.
Elaine : Den just clean it up lor.

Did i mention, today's math class was the WORST!
I was fighting off sleep like * for 40min of the lesson.
tired to the maxxx!
Oh and my head fell off from my hand causing me to jerk damn hard.
I was sleep talking yesterday night haha !

Shining star.

I gotta stop feeling so negative and stop trying to drown myself in food! omg i think i've gained 5kgs nao!!!

The dog is horny and the cat watches porn. Dirty!!!

Thanks for making my life miserable ah. You always do that which makes me damnnn sad which is stupid which is why i'm planning to build a wall of berlin for my emotions!!! HA! IN YOUR FACE! you're not going to hurt me again!!!=) HEHEHE .

Some people really make me smile=) they're so damn sweet and cute and i always feel the warm bubbly feeling inside me!=) luv u muchies!

BLOGGER POSTING PAGE GOT THIS WEIRD FORMAT THEN IDK HOW TO ENLARGE MY FONT !!! irritating la.

The warm butter cake melted in my mouth. Mmm...

It feels good to laugh a little after all that. Today was a much better day than other days of this month. Went to chan's place to bake coooooooookies . i think mine is damn ugly but it tastes like subway's. Haha. i'm sleeping like in 4 mins ^^ tired. I laughed at " Shayn go diet " And " ________ look like monkey!!!" Hahaha the white monkey really damn freaking funny. and kim's tortoise face made me lmao. I'm having food phobia omg i can't believe a day like this will come!!! i feel really sick and full.

i was lazy to blog. in case u were wondering.

Forever is nothing

See criticism as advice to perform better, not words to hurt/ lower your self-esteem.Okkk elaine must WORK 10000000000000000000x harder! Be focussed and serious during trainings. Be strong and don't give up. TRY MY BEST AND I WILL IMPROVE!!! This is my goal and commitment.

Sorry cassandra and jolene,and all, for dragging you guys down. Sorry(x128468325479836)

Nobody really truly sincerely wants to care for me. lol. i'm damn insignificant, just like a breeze brushing past u guys, not even a cloud. that was really emo but i really wanted to blog it out. wow.

Please, could I have more of that wonderful soup?

You know just now a weird thing happend. I was outside guardian staring at some chair thing when this weird retarded guy came to me and asked me if i was a swimmer. HAAHAHHA! den my dad was like why u wanna know den he started to say i look like a swimmer and pointed to my legs blahblah. DAMN WEIRD LA! he kept blabbering abt swimming and he's 36 and he wanna go buy a rubber float blahblah and kept touching himself! So my dad asked him : Are u having a fever?Go see a doctor la. LOL!!! Hahahhaha! HE WAS REALLY FEELING HIMSELF ALL OVER FOR FEVER LA! In the end he was chased away and he was still mumbling about seeing the doctor and swimming. Crazy guy!!!

Okay i will thank jasmine for accompanying me today. tired to the max! I went to eat nice food HEHE!

Shit man i'm tired everyday. this is bad. Oh yes there's worse. I've got to take pills EVERYDAY lah! Damn sad life right.

Some of you might have noticed i've been walking weirdly. Jasmine just mentioned it to me, not that i didn't already know. My back hurts alot.

These days there's always a sharp pain shooting up my spine whenever i walk. JUST BY WALKING IT HURTS!!! =( Pity me pls.

Almost a year ago it was just like a dull ache in my back whenever i played sports, then a few months later it became more intenstified and a little more piercing, and not only during sports but when i sit down or bend. Now it has reached its worst(or so i hope) The pain is AWESOME and freaking sharp and it's like 24/7 following me. So irritating.

My dad suggested(no i mean forced the idea upon me) that i should go see a doctor like tmr because its really bad and i'm scared when i grow old i can't bend down like my ahma although i know hers is because she was inactive in her younger days and her kneecaps are stiff. Haha okay i'm being stupid.

Please worry for me(this is optional)^^ haha okay goodbye.

No sir, it was I that took the bread.

There's smth wrong with my blogger posting page!!!

I just finished tuition and i'm damnnn tired~ Even though i slept for the whole cf lesson which mr lim took over cuz mdm afrose was on maternity leave^^ Congrats !(she's pregnant!) Mr lim is a cool ft. haha!

Math wasnt cool today because i was accused of dreaming ystd and i know how to find the volume lor.

I want to lodge a complaint against a samsung staff working at causeway point!

Wow i tell you her service was freaking AMAZING pl0x! She IGNORED us the customers! Plus we were asking politely for like a million times then she freaking hell act like we were invisible and just picked up the phone and made a call which didn't sounded important in ANY WAY and she's supposed to be WORKING which means attending to US THE CUSTOMERS. we weren't even asking unreasonable questions ! Like what's the name of the phone i wanna know cannot ah!

excuse me lor aunty what for u were hired to work there?! u are supposed to answer our questions right?! there wasn't even any other customers enquiring anything lah! and u call this CUSTOMER SERVICE. makes my blood boil. it was my first time encountering such a horrible service.

My mom encouraged me to call samsung( i took a long time to find their contact number) and lodge a complaint tmr. Which i might consider although its quite a waste of time, its still quite worth it to see her get FIRED(if possible). fired and SACKED and FRIED like a cuttlefish.haha u deserve it. call yourself a CUSTOMER SERVICE STAFF. i give you my fungus growing feet and throw it in your face lady.

afterwards i went to buy lots of food and came home to enjoy them. i think i gained 3 kgs HAHA! Okay so cool i'm having indigestion.=0

Drowning in work.

Wtf i'm having D&T tmr alr so fast lah!!! Wow i'm wasting my time blogging but hey i gotta have a rest y'know. anyway chinese is due tmr also maybe thr's ting xie !!!whao man i didn't know haha! Okay byebye i going to chiong already !

Homeworks are just a waste of papers

Hello i'm just so pharking stressed pl0x. i feel like i'm behind on homework and studies and whtever but hor idk what is my homework!!! I only know i haven't even started on my D&T HBL which is due like last wk or smth then i'm having D&T on tue which is so fast! Can i just continue taking home econs -.- Tmr i have art and i heard we were supposed to do some portrait drawing or whatever. Chinese ah... oh yes i just remembered we have zuo wen . shitting hiao. Got heymath and math txtbk qns plsplspls tell me thrs no homework for other subs??? =( If have you better sms me ah!!! Meow cheer up!=)

Barack Obama has twitter hahaha!

Gisele Bündchen

Whao Gisele Bündchen and Han Chae Young damn hawt!!! im mesmerized. kk i no time post already lah i update tmr or smth=) adiós amigos.

Cranberries Blueberries Cranberries Blueberries

Aiya i having stomach ache now=( Indigestion again. Damn pathetic ok!!!

My mother just scolded me and for like the first time in almost a year, i shouted back at her-.-' i was really feeling diao already then she scolded me because my studying table was messy! TOTAL RUBBISH RIGHT!!! The messier the better,then it shows that i've been studying what. plus i got so many textbooks whr will i put ittttttttttttttt. Idiot lah always make my life difficult!!!

I was boiling until i went to exercise then i perspired all my inner heat out LOL . this is such a good way to vent your anger lor, must learn^^ Not like you go cut urself and self-inflict hurt!!! Thats one of the most stupid things to do. But if you're really cannot take it already might as well you go take sleeping pills and kill yourself ok.(if u really do that means u're even more stupid than i thought)

Michael Jackson became damn famous again after he die. Wtf?!

A Little Bit Longer

Got the news today doctor said I had to stay
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
When I thought it'd all been done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got until it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know

All this time goes by, still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
Waiting on a cure but none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got until it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, know, know

But you don't know what you got until it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low, yeah
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, yeah, whoa, yeah
You don't even know

So I'll wait 'til kingdom come
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
I'll be fine

Here I am

I had Chewy Juniors today ^^ 2 ! Yummmmmmmm -drool-

So Yesterday

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes
But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today'cause

[Chorus:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough
Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today'cause

[Chorus 2X]

Decode.

Sian diao. I very lazy to blog leh.
TAG PLEASE.

Permanent

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if
I tell you I won't go away today

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask Oh God is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it's all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away
But still you say

Will you think that you're all alone when no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent
I'm permanent

Is the moment where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry.

Only cowards run away/

I'm quite tired. We had training today even though it was slack but i still tired leh. I think because i got up very early. Why don't school consider opening afternoon session. Everyone squeeze in one session plus so many people complaining that we gotta wake up early, like put half morning half afternoon or smth la! Haha okay i don't have time already maybe i'll continue tmr(like real) haha YES MY PACKAGE ARRIVED WOOHOO! :D

Its the climb

The back of my neck is bruised HAHA! i think i knocked it while lifting the weight today. I went for my first gym trg today! Heheheeeeeeeeee damn fun ah ! Quite shuang eh but a little tiring when doing it. Plus zp said my build is small, and will be more tough for me. I couldn't do the bench press with weights(max3kg) ! HAhaha! i was feeling damn noob but the bar is already 20kg. Tien say will build up your chest one hahaha!!! Me and joey were doing same weight and all. The two beginners LOL:D My body is on the way to achingness already ;D Looking forward to next week's! I'm gonna perservere for the sake of improvement baby.

Come back to me.

You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror
Looking back at you

You say you're leavin
As you look away
I know theres really nothin left to say
Just know i'm here
Whenever you need me
I'll wait for you

So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

Take your time i wont go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

And i hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you come back to me

I can't get close if your not there
I can't get inside if theres no soul to bear
I can't fix you i can't save you
Its something you have to do

So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me
Come back to me

So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

And i hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you come back to me

When you find you come back to me
When you find you come back to me
When you find you come back to me

Fly on the wall.

Hihihihi! I had training today. I'm so going weights tmr. Tell me what to blog about leh!!!Oh yah everytime i tie hair jasmine never go training/ hahaha! :D

I had a really nice chat with faithy. haha^^ As i spoke i began to understand, and it was nice to have someone once in a while to hear me out without judgement. Cuz i usually find myself with people who got as much to say as what i have to share.(birds of the same feathers flock together) Its really comforting to talk to her=)

I went to have dinner with tien joey pp adel. It was awesome as usual. I've never and will never get tired of them!!!^^ I love you four babes!!!:D I thank God for giving me such amazing friends like you guys. Although i really fucking hell regret going to phs, now i think if i didn't go then i wouldn't have a chance to get to know such wonderful girls.

Sian

I damn lazy to blog! Haha i stayed home yesterday because i was sick, but i went back to sch today cuz i was bored at home. I got throat ulcer too! LOL:D And fever. Its peanuts man! Hahaha! Ok i am tired. plus my throat damn pain. I went to play ball today which was fun but apparently a stupid thing to do because i became more sick~I better get well tmr if not my dad don't allow me go training..........

isn't it always better to be alone so no one can hurt u? its stupid the way people let others manipulate them.
forgive and forget............

Beat it/

Hi i'm home very early! ;D Its the second day of sch and i was sent home. They kept me in a room after forcing a mask on me until my mother came to take me home=.='

I pwned joey & cat's asses in badminton!!!!! nannynannypoopoo!!! Oh ya mr ang is gonna lend us 7 PADS for table tennis. thx ah mr ang. cat got one whole box at home^^ i dont understand why teachers just love to keep taking our height and weight and remind us how our friends are taller than us-.-

Btw my mom spent a bomb on face stuffs for me, like mask gel etcetc. I never use before leh, ltr become old and ugly how.i know la this one not plastic surgery but scared cannot ah!

i always mean nothing, but they are just temporaries.

A very boring post.

My new chinese teacher not bad. Except during class today she keep laughing at her own comments and getting excited. And the new class i'm in is very quiet and i'm not used to it. I was sad because i had to miss transformers because i had to go home for tuition. I was half asleep during the whole 2 hours=( Btw i'm damn tired, not used to waking up so damn early ~ Looking forward to sch tmr, because i did my homework=) Except chinese, because i couldn't find the workbook and i can't do it. Tmr i have pe haha. Okay goodbye.

Suddenly i very kanchiong liao. I haven't finish my homework-.-'' Tmr start sch already!

[edited]
whao i did a 5page english compo! haha but its full of crap

21 Guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky (x2)

You and I.

***

I've got a new sony cybershot camera! ;D Okay anyw i woke up @ 12+ noon today = half the day gone. Tonight is the last sunday night i can sleep late=( But its actually good because i can finally get back to school and stop slacking around at home. Plus i can stop worrying about the homework because i think i would have done it by then.(or not) I'll update again later when i remember what i want to blog about.

Annie are you ok

Hahaha i found it damn funny when tien told me that ppl ALWAYS faint during a concert. I thought it was because the rockstar wink at them then they faint or smth, but its actually because they cannot breathe hahahaha its more funny!



My dad was just watching Michael Jackson's past concerts on tv, and they really passing people forward because they're suffocating! Hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus when MJ invited this woman up on stage she hugged him like crazy and refused to go and started acting insane and even tried to hold on the MJ's hand until the security went up and carried her off hahaha! Total madness.

Updates on my day~ I went bishan to have lunch, planning to study at the library after that but then me and pp went to popular and spent like an hour looking for files hahaha! Only managed to go library at like 3pm if i'm not wrong.

By the time we really got settled down it was already 3.30pm. And we only " did work " for an hour, during which i was trying to concentrate on my science and mayi was trying to teach me and i couldn't understand until he introduced me the analogy using food=) Really if u wanna absorb smth you gotta link it to smth you're interested in, by the way my science is really lousy!!

I only managed to do 3 questions. Then pp joey and tien were busy camwhoring for like ages until we left at about 5+pm?

I'm tired. And i think i wasted my entire day away=(

p/s

i think mj is an awesome singer. i always thought he was just so-so cuz the background music's louder than his singing but i just heard him singing and its really amazing.

Shit.

Wahhhhhhhh jermaine just informed me that i transfer chinese class leh!!! No more rong li liao!!!=( whao ~~

Its like this feeling : -you're sick and gonna take a damn bitter medicine, but u know that u need it and once u take it you'll be much better, but obviously u wanna continue eating icecream right!!!- they actually specially went to open a class to try save chinese students who are doing poorly ( actually its more like totally no interest in chinese )

I'm so sad... I cannot pei pp por rongli anymore=( i actually wanted to do my chinese work one leh. OH SHIT I LEFT MY CHINESE TXTBK IN RONGLI'S CLASS AND I NEVER DO ANY OF THE HBL WORK!!! Whao shit hell.

Un idioma nunca es suficiente

Hahaha i'm turning into a wiki-addict! Wikipedia is so interesting, i just spent hours reading about king and queens and other monarchary crap. Oh yeah i'm so going to dig out my huge encyclopedia and then waste a week away reading it^^just like what i did with my entire day today, didn't complete any work=( Except to print the science stuff. Okay i can't complain cuz its stupid, i chose not to do it right. Nvm i'll be going to the library tmr hehehe i hope i can get some workydorky done! Adiós amigos.

I miss my banana and pingpong.

Sorry pp, cuz i had to ps her for the tukytuky thing.=( I bloody hell wasted my whole day at home so awesome right. Anw i still got work left undone@@ Aiya sch suck lah. Nono sch work suck! I wanna go back to sch fast.

Eat a poisoned apple and you will be poisoned.

Anyone wanna go cycling tmr with meeeeeeee=( Lets hope i manage to finish my work. Tuky tuky or biking?! Anw i actually did 1 zuo wen last midnight haha how great. I work best at night=) though i'm very tired. My eyebags are cool!=D

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Monday

English:
Grammar & Vocab. Access EL_2Exp_1_TGH via Ms Tang Geok Huey's MLG link.

Maths:
Chapter 7.1 - Please refer to Mr Tan Kim Boon's MLG or check your HeyMath email for 29 June's instructions and assignment.

Science:
Access Mr Lim Keon Suai's website in MLG (Home Base Learning) for your Lesson 1. Topic: Transport System in Plants (part 1). Please read instructions and complete the two assignments given.

History:
Please refer to Mr Ng Wei Kiang's MLG for Powerpoint slides on Chapter 1, and read with the help of textbook.

MT:
请将课文《说声对不起》（二上课本第50页）默读一遍，然后用词典查下列词语的意思并将它写进课本里（内疚、搜、拳头、不务正业、面红耳赤、漫无目的、进退维谷、徘徊、径自、凝视、不知所措、涌）

Tuesday

MT:
课文《说声对不起》理解问答。请回答下列问题：1）第50页第2，3和4题 2）第55页第1和2题

Science:
Access Mr Lim Keon Suai's website in MLG (Home Base Learning) for your Lesson 2. Topic: Transport System in Plants (part 2). Please read instructions and complete worksheet 2.

History:
Please refer to Mr Ng Wei Kiang's MLG and answer the questions in page 1 and 3 of the Activity book.

English:
Reading Comprehension - Access EL_2Exp_2_JJ via Ms Tang Geok Huey's MLG link.

Wednesday

Maths:
Chapter 7.2 - Please refer to Mr Tan Kim Boon's MLG or check your HeyMath email for 1st July's instructions and assignment.

English:
Writing Task. Access EL_2Exp_3_TGH via Ms Tang Geok Huey's MLG link.

D&T:
Access Miss Cheryl Tean's website. Work to be submitted upon return.

MT:剪报（请到蔡老师的MLG网页下载作业指示）

Science:
Access Mr Lim Keon Suai's website in MLG (Home Base Learning) for your Lesson 3. Topic: Transport System in Living Things (man). Read instructions and complete the exercise on page 2.

Thursday

Literature:
Acess Miss Pan's website.

History:
Please refer to Mr Ng Wei Kiang's MLG for Powerpoint slides on Chapter 2, and read with the help of textbook. Answer the questions in page 5 and 7 of the Activity book.

MT:
请完成二上课本第57页的“运用与扩展' 练习。然后，利用其中的五个词语，写一篇短文。

Maths:
Chapter 7.2 - Please refer to Mr Tan Kim Boon's MLG or check your HeyMath email for 2nd July's instructions and assignment.

Science:
Access Mr Lim Keon Suai's website in MLG (Home Base Learning) for your Lesson 4. Topic: Electricity (part 1). Read instructions and complete worksheet 4 on page 2 and 3.

Friday

English:
Cloze passage. Access EL_2Exp_4_JJ from Ms Tang Geok Huey's MLG link.

Science:
Access Mr Lim Keon Suai's website for your Lesson 5. Topic: Electricity (part 2). Read instructions and complete worksheet 5 on page 2 to 4.

Maths:
Chapter 7.3 - Please refer to Mr Tan Kim Boon's MLG or check your HeyMath email for 3rd July's instructions and assignment .

MT:
周记（题目：在家上课的苦与乐）字数要求：至少200字

- Study Example 4, 5, and 6 on your Mathematics Textbook 2B page 9 to 11.
-
Complete Try It 4, 5, and 6 inside your Math Notebook.
- Complete the
following question using foolscap papers. You are to do proper presentations in
your workings/solutions. Refer to the textbook example for presentation.
Exercise 7.1 Q5, 8
Exercise 7.2 Q2, 3, 7

Change for the better

To do list :

1) History [ urgent ]
- Summary
2) Literature
- On the Sidewalk Bleeding
3) Chinese
- Letter
- Newspaper article ( 2 )
- Composition
4) English HBL
- Composition
5) Science
- Print out project work
6) D&T
- HBL Miss Tean's website

I ended up wearing the pink goggles because i couldn't find my black one -.-' I only can swim freestyle leh! Damn sad! I can't breathe when i'm doing the other one =( Anyway i think it was a waste because after swimming for an hour plus i went back to eating tons of food =) Hahaha i'm eating chicken rice now~~~

Shit man my ankle injury is coming back again! Now i'm not even playing ball or exercising much but it still hurts like hell! =( Or maybe i'm old already haha like those lao ahma who always complain of joint pain.

Just keep swimming.

I woke up at 8am!!! Joey called me and told me need to do HeyMath by 9am, then i waited for her to check the actual due time and she said its 3pm -_- SLEEP LA!!! But she didn't want to so i woke up too -_- I almost cannot go swimming because i misbehaved ytd haha. In the end i managed to pester my dad till he agreed ^^ Should i wear the pink goggles or the black one?